just realised i need help

[bleedingheartizzie]

hi all, ive just cm bck from hospital for the 3rd time this year. ive realised i need help.
somtimes i just get so upset of angry the only thing i can do is lash out or cut myself. its got so bad my cutting that ive had to go into hospital with blood loose. my parents dont know and i dont want to tell them. i just need to talk to people who know what im going through and arnt going to judge me. i dont know what to do anymore. ive even had 3 failed suicide attempts. al my old freind think im a phyco n take the piss outa me(sorry bout the language)
can anyone help??

[Rutherford The Brave]

Please take a look at the my list of things to do instead of cutting I feel as though that will help you. Also you have to stop relying on cutting to ease your pain. Trust me you should talk to someone, and never ever comit suicide!

[thesphinx]

Have you considered a therapist, they won't judge you and you can get you're feelings out.
But why not just tell your parents? They can help and support you, there is no shame in telling them that's what their there for.

[NextToNormal]

i know from experience that cutting is not going to help anything get better. you should really try talking to someone like a counselor. they would be able to help you cope with how you are feeling and try to come up with a way to help you talk to your parents and help you come up with a better way to deal with your feelings. i know that sometimes your parents are the last people you want to tell anything to because they are usually the first people to judge what you are doing, but the only way you will get better is by letting them know what is going on with you and just let everything out. parents really only want to help, but they cant help if we dont let them know whats really wrong.