Self-absorbed or bi-curious horniness?

[Thekiid031]

Excuse the attempt at a somewhat philosophical title. So lately whenever I abstain from masturbating for a little while (max 1 week, min weekend) I enjoy recording myself mainly to see how the end result was. Kind of like a science experiment and what not. So sometimes when i look back, I realize that the videos of myself happen to get me excited. It's like I'm watching porn but of me, and I get off to it. Has anyone ever done this or understand why I basically turn myself on? Am I that conceited? Or am I that horny?

[UserMissing]

I have taken pictures then immediately deleted them

[Bluebyrd]

I've masturbated to my own moustache before simply because I love moustaches. I can understand why you would do it.

[lliam]

I don't even watch anymore porn when I masturbate. Filming myself masturbating ... uhmm, I would find it just as odd as theat what a friend recently told me. He said he is watchin himself in mirror when he masturbates or so.

But each to his own.

But if I were you I would be worried, if you still do trhis in 2,3 or more years. Actually there's nothing much to worry about it I guess.

[PaleBoy]

Just horniness. You can't consider yourself bi-curious if you don't have at least some kind of attraction towards other members of your own sex

[eric2001]

You are HORMONAL. Think about getting a gf/bf.

[TheRedViper]

I sometimes get hard looking at photos of me hard or videos of me jerking off, so either I'm extremely narcissistic or I'm bisexual.

[boytoynamedtroy]

Excuse the attempt at a somewhat philosophical title. So lately whenever I abstain from masturbating for a little while (max 1 week, min weekend) I enjoy recording myself mainly to see how the end result was. Kind of like a science experiment and what not. So sometimes when i look back, I realize that the videos of myself happen to get me excited. It's like I'm watching porn but of me, and I get off to it. Has anyone ever done this or understand why I basically turn myself on? Am I that conceited? Or am I that horny?

Pretty sure I've done the same thing. I wouldn't categorize it as "narcissism," although somewhat on the border. IMO, you're probably bi-curious; even though you're not attracted to anyone else of the same sex, you're still a male attracted to yourself, who again is a male. I think it's normal. But others (your friends or family) may think it's weird, so if I were you I'd keep it to myself. :)

[Hermes]

I have done the same thing, though watching a video of myself cumming is only an occasional thing just like I don't always watch commercial porn - I like to change things about and sometimes watch something, sometimes read erotic stories and sometimes just fantasize.

I also don't see this as being narcissistic. Ignoring video for the moment I don't stand in front of the mirror admiring my body in general either clothed or naked. When I masturbate, though, and I'm about to cum I often enjoy looking down to admire my hard cock and watch the fountain. I know I am not alone in that - in previous surveys here and elsewhere lots of guys said they watch themselves cum and I have seen porn actors do the same. Watching it on video, recorded from a previous session, just seems to be an extension of that.

As for it suggesting you may be bi-curious I wouldn't worry about it. This is no more a homosexual attraction than masturbating is a homosexual act just because your own hand is male. These orientations are about how you relate to others, not yourself.

[Joerg93]

So lately whenever I abstain from masturbating for a little while (max 1 week, min weekend) I enjoy recording myself mainly to see how the end result was. Kind of like a science experiment and what not.

Same here. I've done it quite a lot and over time it has become a considerable collection :D. Sometimes I've also seen it as a kind of science experiment. I don't think there's anything to worry about as long as you don't neglect other things.

Once you got old and grey, you might be happy looking at all these "memories" in your historical documentations... :D

[Zachary G]

Your getting off to yourself in video is not conceited at all, its no different than one getting off while looking at themselves in front of a mirror. Sometimes we just turn ourselves on in the process, you could say its hormonal -- it might be, who knows. As long as you enjoy it and it makes you feel good, nothing else should matter.

[Hermes]

Once you got old and grey, you might be happy looking at all these "memories" in your historical documentations... :D

That's an interesting point. I think it is pretty well known that as guys get older (I mean middle age and beyond, not further through puberty) both the volume and force of ejaculation often reduce so it may well be a good idea to record something now or, at the latest, in your twenties so you have a record of how things were with you in your prime.

I am sure no-one would be adding this to the family photo album along with the toddler photos but you could see it every bit as much part of your life story.

[Guycurious]

I think its just youth hornyness

[Crona]

i dont think its anything like that its pretty normal its like how some people like jerking off in front of a mirror lol

[Cadanance00]

Just don't send them to anybody LOL.

[pjones]

i think it's just a turn on for you, don't worry about it.