Being free.

[Tied]

Going to make this short and sweet.. simply because chances are i'll never read any of the replies. When I was 14, I got diagnosed with severe depression, why? No idea. My family is great and have been extremely supportive, I've never been lonely but then again I've never been able to talk about it. So I kept it all in for 4 long, painful years. So my life took a turn for the worse and slit my wrists when my parents went to sleep. Failed. Woke up a day or so later in hospital and got forced to see a therapist twice a week. What help that did, within 2 weeks I tried again and failed. Again. So I got put on suicide watch and got force fed mood stabalisers,everything was so great.. I had no feelings, no desires, nothing. I was just there. Every step of the way I was babysat, forced to do everything it just got worse and worse. I have been off my meds for 2 weeks now and can finally think somewhat straight. I've got enough money to flee, vanish. I no longer want to die, I simply wish to be alone. Free. Let's just hope I'm not banned from flying.

Thanks for letting me get this off my chest. Goodnight and Goodbye.

[lliam]

i doubt you can't escape. Cause no matter where you go, you carry your problems always with you.

So I think that you'll somehow never be free if you flee from your probs or whatever instead to face them.