Primenumber
August 11th, 2015, 01:24 PM
I didn't know him really, saw him a few times when I was small and once 2 years ago. He was sick with Parkinson's disease for the last 20 years, which must have felt horrible, I really wish I had met that real person, the healthy him, not weakened by disease, since because of it I had never truly talked to him.
We live 2000 km away. We were supposed to visit for Christmas, we never made it...
My mom, she cried a lot. It is normal, obviously, it is her dad. But, I have that weird mental obsession about my mom, her health and her mood. I remember her depression after my parents divorce, she was suicidal but fought it for me (I was 10) and my baby brother. We moved to another country, to forget. Then last year, her health anxiety, she had depressive moods and I really freaked out as well, I still worry though we never talked about it since.
We have just been on an amazing holiday, my anxiety eased... Now this. I hope this won't trigger another breakdown, he wouldn't have wanted it.
R.I.P Granddaddy, I hope I will see you again one day...
We live 2000 km away. We were supposed to visit for Christmas, we never made it...
My mom, she cried a lot. It is normal, obviously, it is her dad. But, I have that weird mental obsession about my mom, her health and her mood. I remember her depression after my parents divorce, she was suicidal but fought it for me (I was 10) and my baby brother. We moved to another country, to forget. Then last year, her health anxiety, she had depressive moods and I really freaked out as well, I still worry though we never talked about it since.
We have just been on an amazing holiday, my anxiety eased... Now this. I hope this won't trigger another breakdown, he wouldn't have wanted it.
R.I.P Granddaddy, I hope I will see you again one day...