CityKid
August 6th, 2015, 11:39 PM
I'm a 15 year old boy and for a long time I have wondered if I might be gay or bi. Ever since I hit puberty I get aroused by attractive guys easily, but it takes a lot more for a girl to get my aroused even if she is really hot. I can't see myself as fully gay though since I am romantically attracted to girls, and even though I would try sexual things with a guy, I could never see myself kissing or making out with a male. So far I've only gone as far as making out, and every time its been with a girl and when I'm doing that I have gotten aroused. My friend (who is undoubtedly straight and also not a virgin) promised me that he is going to find a girl for me to have sex with by the end of the summer. I'm excited for that and I do want to try sex with a girl (and maybe eventually a guy), but I'm worried that I may not be able to get aroused because when I watch straight porn its much harder for me to get hard (if I even do) than with gay porn. Has anyone been in a similar situation? And what should I know going into my first time?