Feeling lonely.

[TheChickInYourCloset]

I suck at this kind of thing, so, sorry if this makes no sense or I come across flat out illiterate.
Well, hey. My names Allie.
I won't bore you with the details, but the last couple of years have been really hard for me. Because of an illness I've had to drop out of everyday run-of-the-mill school and endure the boredom of home-schooling. Which is fine, school as it is was never spectacular. I was too quiet and withdrawn to make any real friends, so I mostly just stuck to myself and did whatever to pass the time.
The company of others has never been something I reveled in, but lately I've just been so lonely and confused. Everything is just excruciatingly hard: Sleeping, eating. Even smiling makes me tear up. My parents say I should open up or see a doctor, but I don't know what's wrong with me and thus wouldn't know how to explain it. I'm not sure if I'd want to talk to them about it either - I'm just so stuck in my own head and can't seam to budge. Perceptually sad and oppressed...
Sorry if I sound overly dramatic.
It'd be nice to talk to someone who might understand, maybe even make a friend :)

[Ainsleyshea]

im hear if you ever what a chat i may not under stand but i will try :P

[Andyyy95]

Hello TheChickInYourCloset,
First of all, welcome to VT; I hope you'll enjoy your time here!
Secondly, I'm really sorry to hear about the difficulties you feel you're having - some of them I can relate to pretty well, especially the one about 'real friends'...
If you ever want to talk about it, I'm here, and so is the rest of the community on VT :)

Enjoy the rest of your night,
Andy

[Nathan32]

I suck at this kind of thing, so, sorry if this makes no sense or I come across flat out illiterate.
Well, hey. My names Allie.
I won't bore you with the details, but the last couple of years have been really hard for me. Because of an illness I've had to drop out of everyday run-of-the-mill school and endure the boredom of home-schooling. Which is fine, school as it is was never spectacular. I was too quiet and withdrawn to make any real friends, so I mostly just stuck to myself and did whatever to pass the time.
The company of others has never been something I reveled in, but lately I've just been so lonely and confused. Everything is just excruciatingly hard: Sleeping, eating. Even smiling makes me tear up. My parents say I should open up or see a doctor, but I don't know what's wrong with me and thus wouldn't know how to explain it. I'm not sure if I'd want to talk to them about it either - I'm just so stuck in my own head and can't seam to budge. Perceptually sad and oppressed...
Sorry if I sound overly dramatic.
It'd be nice to talk to someone who might understand, maybe even make a friend :)

Hey! welcome to vt (: yeah I understand yknow? recently I have been going through something similar, among other things :c It would be amazing to make a new friend have someone to talk to ^-^ so if you ever wanna chat dont be shy yknow?

~Nathan (:

[Syzygy]

I have accepted loneliness
Embrace it with stoicism