The only time I'm happy is when I'm asleep

[Syzygy]

or sedated. my dreams are the only place I can escape the chains my genes place on me and I am truly free. when I am unaware/sedated I can't be constantly reminded of my flaws.

[xXoblivionXx]

I'm the same. I need to not be thinking in order to get away from reality. I hate it when I can't sleep because I'm thinking too much. Kind of like tonight to be honest. the worst is when my subconscious gets corrupted with my dark thoughts and I can't even escape from it in my sleep

[Gene]

I don't know your flaws and I don't care about your flaws, because I know they can't make you worthless. They can't pull you down enough that you aren't still an amazing person. Keep going! Keep trying! It WILL get better :)