I'm scared I might do it.

[Unlucky]

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[xXoblivionXx]

throw out the rope. I've been exactly where you are and I know how real and scared and angry and sad and hopless your feeling. I'm kind of in the same boat today to be honest

hate to be rude, but if you told your dad that you were suicidal and he said to not talk about it that's so messed up. Go to the ER Unlucky I know it may seem hard but you can write it down on a note that you are suicidal and they will help you, watch you and then someone will come and do a psych evaluation.

[thatgothgirluknow]

I've attempted before, last year. Came close once (during late April of last year), but was saved. After that I promised myself I wouldn't do it again. I haven't really thought of suicide much at all this year. But for the past month I have been, and lately it's gotten serious.

I've gone as far as writing a note, giving away some of my belongings, and thinking into detail of how I'm gonna do it.
This morning I tore up the note. I do have a rope in my closet, but I haven't touched it yet, and I'm thinking of throwing it out.

I have tried talking to my dad, but he told me not to talk about it. There's no one else around at the moment that I can talk to. I don't know what to do.
hey your worth so much worth all of this it was wrong of him to tell you not to talk about it throw out the rope and try to remember that ur so much better than all of this if u need to talk im here stay strong hun

[StoppingTom]

I can't promise anything, and I'm probably a hypocrite seeing as I've been in/continue to be in a similar boat, but I think it's at least worth a shot to not give up, and at least see if things can improve.

And like other people said, feel free to talk if there's anything on your mind.

[BethMitchell]

You need to get into therapy NOW! If you are not on an anti-depressant, you need to see a Psychiatrist to discuss possibly prescribing something for you. Depression is serious and nothing to play around with. It is not a game. Depression is almost always a result of a simple chemical imbalance in the brain and is very treatable. Wishing it away will not work. If your dad refuses to talk to you about this very serious health crisis talk to a teacher or school counselor. Suicide is a permanent answer to a temporary problem. You can be happy and lead a productive and successful life. If you were suffering from a cold or flu, you'd get medical attention, right? This is no different. I'll be thinking of you and hope you'll seek help.

[Unlucky]

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[Abhorrence]

Thanks guys, I went to the hospital and I'm doing better now.

Glad to hear you're doing better. :)