Am I bisexual help me.

[robot2626]

I am not one that I want to draw attention to myself. I'll be honest. I'm not the skinniest but I'm not excessively fat either. Needless to say I have a low self esteem and that started for myself around 5/6th grade up until now. I am at a constant struggle with myself. Ever since I can remember I always knew something was different but I don't express it. I am sexually attracted to guys and whenever I will watch porn I'd say 95% is gay and the other 5% is MMF (male male female) porn. For me I am overly confused. I am emotionally attracted to girls and not so much guys. I am sexually attracted to guys and not so much girls. I always picture myself the typical husband of his wife with a few kids but I don't know. I only picture myself with a female partner. The problem is I don't want to commit to saying I love guys more than girls without experimenting the issue but I can't do that without accepting myself and saying I'm gay or straight or even bi for that matter. I only fantasize about guys and never girls I mean never. I'll have dreams even of me being with a guy but never a girl. I can see my having sexual relations with a girl but mostly just guys. Please help me. I feel like this all might be me saying oh this is what a guy should be like they are hot and you aren't but I don't know. People tell me
All the time I am not fat but to me it's a self trust issue. Let me know what you think and thank you.

[drhalsey1]

Well finding labels for anything or anyone, including yourself can draw attention if public, and can be used to put people down, I'm not sure if the label of straight, bi, or gay is important, what is important is how you feel actually, you like girls romantically but boys sexually, so just try picturing yourself with a guy possibly, see if it feels "right", due time is necessary for things like figuring yourself out though

[Bull]

I have experienced your struggle. I hate labels. Me the only label I accept is "sexual". I have experimented with both sexes. I enjoy both sexes. I am not committing to either. When love comes you will know. In the meantime experiment, enjoy the company of people who share your interests. Don't obsess over gender, just be open to opportunities for involvement without worrying about gender. Good luck.

[ashdaniel]

I feel you bro. Growing up, I have pretty low self-esteem. I am not tall, strong or handsome. I dont think that anyone will like me. Since two years ago, I move to Canada things start to change. There are girls actually say that they like me and I can feel it but mentally I like guys better. I can easily make a girl laugh and be gentle that they like but I dint have any relationship with a girl before. I am like you growing up watching gay porn and I have experience with a guy. Last year, I have a bf. It was my first relationship but I end it after 6 months because I am still in the closet and it is not fear for him. I will say I am gay because I never have a relationship with a girl before so before that I say I am bi. It is okay to like boy or girl it is your choice. When you think that you are not attractive but out there someone actually like you. Just be yourself and enjoy life and try different things.

[DoodleSnap]

Sexuality is a very confusing thing, made worse by puberty. I was worried, like yourself, for a long time, by what labels I should have, and how that fit in with my feelings. My advice now, is to worry less about finding your label, and just accept who it is you are attracted to. Some people's romantic and sexual orientations change, some people's don't, only time and experience will tell you what you like. Just keep your mind open, and experiment with what you like and find out what you prefer.
Good luck.