Tesserax
July 15th, 2015, 09:03 AM
Not sure if to put this here or family and friends.
Anyway, so there's this girl I like (but I really mean love), and I've known her only for awhile, but we talked a lot and I got to know her very well. However, she had always been more dominant in conversations, and I don't think she really got to know me as well as I know her. Anyway, she knows that I like her, but doesn't know how much.
But I think that's when it all started. I thought I could confide in her with these things; my attraction to her, my cutting, stuff in general, but I think I pushed it too far. I tried to talk to her too much I think, I might have just come off as a pest instead of a friend in need of help. But anyway, it's weird between us now. At least for me. She doesn't seem to want to communicate very much online, and as a result I avoid it, and often feel alone (but I should be talking to my other friends, yet I just can't). However, for some reason, in real life we talk like best friends, and it tears me up inside. I have no clue what's going on and it just confuses me as the title would suggest.
When I talk to her, half of me is happy, delighted that we're communicating, but another half is just thinking "What the fuck? Why is she talking to you now, but not before? You have to drop contact with her, stop being her friend this isn't good for you, it's confusing you". I just can't make up my mind, so that's why I'm coming to you guys.
Is there a problem here? Why won't she talk to me online? If there's something I've done wrong (and I know there are plenty of places where I did), or something that went wrong, what can I do about it? What can I say to her? What should I do?
Anyway, thanks for reading guys, have a great day :)
Anyway, so there's this girl I like (but I really mean love), and I've known her only for awhile, but we talked a lot and I got to know her very well. However, she had always been more dominant in conversations, and I don't think she really got to know me as well as I know her. Anyway, she knows that I like her, but doesn't know how much.
But I think that's when it all started. I thought I could confide in her with these things; my attraction to her, my cutting, stuff in general, but I think I pushed it too far. I tried to talk to her too much I think, I might have just come off as a pest instead of a friend in need of help. But anyway, it's weird between us now. At least for me. She doesn't seem to want to communicate very much online, and as a result I avoid it, and often feel alone (but I should be talking to my other friends, yet I just can't). However, for some reason, in real life we talk like best friends, and it tears me up inside. I have no clue what's going on and it just confuses me as the title would suggest.
When I talk to her, half of me is happy, delighted that we're communicating, but another half is just thinking "What the fuck? Why is she talking to you now, but not before? You have to drop contact with her, stop being her friend this isn't good for you, it's confusing you". I just can't make up my mind, so that's why I'm coming to you guys.
Is there a problem here? Why won't she talk to me online? If there's something I've done wrong (and I know there are plenty of places where I did), or something that went wrong, what can I do about it? What can I say to her? What should I do?
Anyway, thanks for reading guys, have a great day :)