I'm in love with my ex

[Quenster]

Hi um so yeah, I still love my ex. And I don't like the word love and have never used it before her. And I'm not one of the people who just throw it around and stuff. I don't know how to convince anyone that I truly love her, like if I was beast and she was bell and she kissed me, I'd turn human. But anyways, so she broke up with me about a month ago and since then I've just been terrible. I've messaged her about everyday. And I know that's bad and all. I just don't know. She's isn't the most mental sound of all people but who of us is. She couldn't handle a relationship espically since she's moving to Ohio and I'm joining the Air Force. But I'd do anything for her, I told her I'd leave the Air Force and follow her to Ohio if that's what she wanted. But she has stopped replying to my messages and I'm not trying to win her back anymore even though that be great. I'm just trying to tell her that I love her and that maybe now isn't the time for use but maybe in the future. I don't know what to do anymore, and I feel like shit. I can't leave the house even to go in my yard with out feeling terrible, I hide it the best I can when I do leave the house. I mean I can't even look at buildings that we've spent time together at. I need help!

[Uniquemind]

See a therapist.

You cannot go into the Air Force with a mental state such as this.


Also she might have broken up with you for other reasons besides just the "you joining the Air Force" issue.

At this point you've got to move on and before you've signed any papers to join you should've consulted her first.

Females sometimes feel like a bother to their guy, and what their guy wants to do in life, and they will remove themselves from the picture or equation because they don't want the guilt of being the reason the guy didn't follow their dream.

It's presumptuous but that's how it is sometimes.

At this point you'd have to physically confront her she could've just blocked all your texts and not even seen them or changed her number.

[Quenster]

Oh no don't worry about the Air Force this hasn't stopped me from going for that. And we discussed me joining a lot. I think the Air Force will help I kind of need to get out of where I am right now. And I'm trying to build up the courage to see her. And I know she broke up with me then more than just that, she says it was her, that she was to introverted and it wasn't fair to me because she rarely wanted to go out, when I told her that I was perfectly fine with sitting in and reading books with her.

[bruzer]

What made you leave her,are you sure it wount happen again

[Quenster]

No she left me, I would never have left her.

[StoppingTom]

I don't really know what to tell you, besides good luck.

[Quenster]

Thanks tom, that wasn't sarcastic, I really need the luck

[DoodleSnap]

Why do you think that she broke up with you in this manner? Have you tried asking her rationally why she did what she did? Will she share her intentions?
Try and speak to her.
If she can't be honest and communicate with you, then you have to draw the line and get some help for overcoming this.

[Quenster]

Yeah I'm trying to talk about it to her. When I get a hold of her I'll definitely ask. I'll be leaving soon and that will get me away from all the troubles, I know they say don't run from your problems but it happens to work out well right now haha

[LaurenIsMe]

It sounds like as far as she's concerned its over, so as much as it sucks, your feelings for her dont matter. Just concentrate on your goals and hopefully you'll get over it soon and meet someone new.

[Quenster]

Maybe your right Lauren, it just sucks