i have an issue...eek

[stevemonster]

Okay well here it is...
i think i might be gay (DON'T be like dude wtf read the forum you know all these yatta yatta blah blah) i have
and the am i gay stories arouse me
I can suck my own dick, love it, and cum in my mouth
I've masturbated anally and loved it (once simultaneously while self sucking)
ive watched gay/solo male porn
i love girls, but ive been on a dry streak for over a year FROM KISSING WTF
ive never slept or fooled around with a girl besides making out
i sometimes think what i'd be like to get with a guy
i see guys sometimes as attractive occasionally
i once filmed myself with my phone selfing and then jacked off to it the next morning
im a masturbation addict

umm anything else i can't think right now
but im afraid i might be gay!
what do you think? im not asking AM I, i just want to know if like you'd think i am

[vulcan12]

no its just you being you and hormones it should blow over soon

[Gumleaf]

boys puberty - teen sexuality

[chris__robin]

how old are you?

the whole addicted to masturbating isnt 'gay', most teenage guys are the same.
you cant really ask us if you are gay ... i think you need to figure it out for yourself.
just ask yourself if you can imagine yourself spending your life with a guy, falling in love with a guy ... that might help you figure out if you are gay.

the way you get yourself off doesnt determine if you are gay, and there are straight guys on here who have looked at male porn because they are curious.

[stevemonster]

thanks guys, i mean i got it... i almost positive im straight

im just felt that you know like subconciously am i? idk im confused but i though maybe since i liked sucking myself and playing with my second hole region (i know guys constantly masterbate i knew that i tossed it in there just because) i was like actually gay without realizing it
or something
idk

[stevemonster]

news update!1

so yeah... me and my friend (dude) ya know are surfing the web, come across pornography right... so we decide to start to "wack it" infront of eachother too ofcourse the porn (we were away like all weekend with our parnets so we didn't get to do it then so we were really horny)
so then im watching him the whole time and i finsihed in like 3minutes where i usually take longer... (was it his penis)?! cause i barely looked at the screen nor heard it, cause it was muted

forogt** yeah so we talked about it and thought next time we shoudl blow eachother, we don't get much action as it is!

im excited!

[wazzler7999]

i feel emotions for girls but can get aroused by them i could b4 but cant now but i can for guys its just puberty thats screwing with u you can either get over it or not and the self sucking i would recommend it it can hurt your back

[Glasgow]

Well, since your now excited to be blowing your friend...Id say your pretttty gay. It all adds up, you don't seem to be very straight at all from the sounds of it

[mr.sexy_bomb]

u r bisexual (bi) like me

[The Batman]

Slow it down a bit try and make sure this is what you absolutely want to do. If you really like your friend why not try and a build a relationship with him and become his bf.

[LateForTheSky]

It seems pritty gay to me but if u cant fall in love with a guy then your not gay. but ill spare you with all that.

Now about your friend. What your doing is ok (not that im encouraging it) but dont jump into things and then suddenly decide your str8. Be careful, your friend has feelings to. And he sounds like he's in a pritty similar situation.


But as long as it feels good and your not hurting anyone, including yourself, then i say enjoy gaining experience.

Oh and What is your age? id beable to give you more advice if i knew.

[notsure101]

if its you its u i could just be hormones to

[stevemonster]

Im 17

and we blew eachother the other day! it was really nice, neither of us came in our mouths though... he openly admited to being Bi, he said its fine... but like later that night (after washing my mouth ofcourse) i made out with a chick and ate her out (wild party) and i LOVED IT!!!!!!! blowing felt nice but i mean her blowing me and me eating her out felt so GREAT
that day was a first time for a lot of things for me!

[stevemonster]

wild party day... so he came over first thing in the morning
we tried it out for like 30 minutes
hung out weren't weird about it
then went to the party
i was only a tipsy bit drunk, not like plasterd
so yeah i meant the girl stuff

[stevemonster]

** news update! **
so yeah, ive been seeing my friend in school
he winks at me
but he always did that so its cool
but I feel awkward because i know what i did to him and hes REALLY calm about it

idk its just bugging me
should it bug me?

[myskias]

well if u regret it then try not to think about it, but if u dont then its really not a big deal. its the past and u cant really change it

[stevemonster]

i don't regret it im just saying hes like REALLLLLLYYY COOL ABOUT IT
i just over analyze
and im afraid to take it further, or even keep it here and repeat

[myskias]

well do u want to take it further? if he wants to and you do just make sure you guys do it safely. and if you like girls too and u like guys just as much you might be bi. not saying you are but by the looks of it you might be. but its really no big deal, if anyone makes fun of you for it then they arent important in your life. do waht you want and if u decide to go further, make sure u do it and be safe about it (use a condom) because you can still get an STD if u dont.

[stevemonster]

haha thanks man. trust me, with what i hear in school about STD's i wouldn't f nothing without a condom! even myself!

but yeah i might show him my skill (selfing:D)

[myskias]

hahaha alright then i think your good, just make the right choice for you

[The Batman]

Since he's bi then of course he'll be cool about it, if you turn out to be bi and become accepting of it then pretty soon you'll be very calm about gay sex.

[stevemonster]

*news update*

so today after school like he came over.
we were ya know hanging out and we sucked again.
we came in eachothers mouths :D

but like i realized this is fun and all but i can't spend my life with a dude
and yeah it just doesn't fly with me
but i showed him my selfing he thought that was hot hahaha

[myskias]

haha well if u cant see urself living with a guy ur definately not gay, so i think if ur worried about that then your fine. i think ur straight but are sexually attracted to guys.

[silentc0re]

It might just be your hormones .

[stevemonster]

haha i enjoyed the penis in my mouth and sucking
but i doubt i'd do anal it seems like well gay
and doesn't seem like id feel good
cause ive anally masterbated and like it feels good but i prefer selfing and jacking
so i think it could be hormones but probably just a phase like more than hormones but still just a phase not like a long timething

[stevemonster]

Ugh, we talk online all the time
back to my original question
im not gay cause i don't want to spend my life with another man,
but i LOVE penis, so what am i then?
like ilove girls but i also love men's penises
i don't think ill be doing any anal sex on account i was masterbating like that today (anally) and although it felt nice, it didn't please me well
so i wonder what indeed i am

[stevemonster]

news update
we had anal sex... safely
it kinda hurt
but felt nice
but like we 69'd and stuff it was really hot
but i don't love himm

why am i this confused?!