Try to experience because of curiousity

[ashdaniel]

Growing up, I always curious about my sexuality. I kind of into guy but I am not sure. My parents are over protective so I am not able to hangout with friend or anything. Mine first experience is one of my friend not anymore. It is weird because I pay him. Well, I got my first bj I think I get my money worth lol. Since then I got more and more curious about guy. I have been on Internet for a while so I done stuff(you know it) when I was younger. Since I move to Canada, I actually start meet people online. Well I say hookup. I am kind of scarey but wanted do. Well, I did and it was awesome experience but still risky and scarey. Not until, I meet a guy from a dating/chatting app which I actually talk and meet. He is gay and he have come out. On our first unofficial date, we drive around and we kiss(that quick) well he is my first bf and we date for 6 months before I broke with him because I am still in the closet and I believe it is unfair for him. I was going to hook up but I think I am better than that so I stop. Okay back to my question, growing up, how do you explore and experience your sexuality. Do stuff with friends, hook up and etc. I am curious about your story.

[TurboDieselBandit]

I've been fortunate enough to have a few close friends to talk openly with and one to actually try things with. It has worked out well since we first started experimenting midway through high school and since then we've basically done mutual everything except for kissing. We still do things every now and then and enjoy it but officially we're just close friends, not boyfriends. I've never dated the same gender, however I do hope I'll meet the right person soon and have the opportunity.

[Reg_]

i'm only 15 but I just found my sexuality from what I thought was the most interesting ( which was men for me )

[DoodleSnap]

For me, finding my sexuality came after learning how to masturbate properly.
It was a new experience, and the excitement, the novelty, it all felt great. One day I tried it while thinking about a guy, and, I don't know, I was just struck with confusing feelings and reoccurring ones that I had never looked into before. It was a rush of emotion, and with that came the realisation: I liked both boys and girls.
Later on, one of my friends came out to the group as bi, and that gave me a chance to experiment. It simply confirmed my original choice of identity.