DerBear
July 11th, 2015, 05:39 AM
So for the last week/2 weeks I've been having really bad feelings of anxiety or at least I think its feeling of anxiety. I'm constantly feeling sick, I'm getting frequent headaches, I sometimes feel like I can't breath and I just feel tried all of the time.
I've been feeling like this every now and then for the last month or so because my college course was rapidly approaching completion which meant after that I'd be looking for work but because I was still doing college work and finishing things up I was generally able to make the feelings go away by focusing on other things but since this last week I've been focusing on nothing but finding work and constantly I've been feeling terrible.
I feel so sick all time, I've been having trouble eating and when I do eat I just feel even worse as my stomach feels increasingly more painful. In turn that's lead me to being sick.
Most days I end up spending it in my bedroom as I'll apply for various jobs and then I just spend the rest of the day doing nothing much as that's all I can think about. I don't talk to many people, I've stopped visiting a lot of the forums I normally visit.
My parents are noticing me being more withdrawn than normal but when they ask about it I tend to just answer 'fine' which in turn makes me more upset.
I'm worried what people will think of me and even making this thread is difficult, because some people know me here.
I've been feeling like this every now and then for the last month or so because my college course was rapidly approaching completion which meant after that I'd be looking for work but because I was still doing college work and finishing things up I was generally able to make the feelings go away by focusing on other things but since this last week I've been focusing on nothing but finding work and constantly I've been feeling terrible.
I feel so sick all time, I've been having trouble eating and when I do eat I just feel even worse as my stomach feels increasingly more painful. In turn that's lead me to being sick.
Most days I end up spending it in my bedroom as I'll apply for various jobs and then I just spend the rest of the day doing nothing much as that's all I can think about. I don't talk to many people, I've stopped visiting a lot of the forums I normally visit.
My parents are noticing me being more withdrawn than normal but when they ask about it I tend to just answer 'fine' which in turn makes me more upset.
I'm worried what people will think of me and even making this thread is difficult, because some people know me here.