The Faulted
July 5th, 2015, 02:52 PM
Alright, so I know that those of you who are suffering from an eating disorder don't want to hear how unhealthy it is, and how you are going to fail at your fast, but please hear me out. Just for a couple of minutes.
If you're like me, I searched the web for tips on how to not eat, and I didn't want to hear people tell me to eat. I wasn't eating, and I was determined to get the appearance that I wanted, and I figured the only way to do that fast was to starve myself.
Then I gave in, and ate.
At first I thought I had failed myself and that I just wasn't determined enough. But now, I realize that it's not about willpower. You're going to eat eventually, and you're going to binge. And that's only going to hurt you more.
The media (especially tumblr) portrays extremely skinny figures with sad quotes about anorexia. This is partially what lead me to starve myself, because after seeing these people and how skinny they were, I figured that I could achieve that figure if I followed their footsteps. But you don't need to torture yourself to achieve that body. If you do that, it's only going to take you longer. It's not worth it, I promise. Trust me, you're only going to disappoint yourself.
Now, as a closer, I want you to click on the below link;
http://www.buzzfeed.com/lindsayhunt/desserts-and-cupcakes-in-sweet-sweet-love?bffbfood&utm_term=4ldqphi#4ldqphi
Now I want you to choose your favorite one, and go make it. Eat them all if you have to, and don't throw up afterwards.
And after you've finished your binge, don't go back to starving yourself. Instead, seek out a healthy lifestyle and diet. Eat a couple carbs, enjoy a tasty sweet occasionally, and give yourself the energy you need.
I believe in you.
If you're like me, I searched the web for tips on how to not eat, and I didn't want to hear people tell me to eat. I wasn't eating, and I was determined to get the appearance that I wanted, and I figured the only way to do that fast was to starve myself.
Then I gave in, and ate.
At first I thought I had failed myself and that I just wasn't determined enough. But now, I realize that it's not about willpower. You're going to eat eventually, and you're going to binge. And that's only going to hurt you more.
The media (especially tumblr) portrays extremely skinny figures with sad quotes about anorexia. This is partially what lead me to starve myself, because after seeing these people and how skinny they were, I figured that I could achieve that figure if I followed their footsteps. But you don't need to torture yourself to achieve that body. If you do that, it's only going to take you longer. It's not worth it, I promise. Trust me, you're only going to disappoint yourself.
Now, as a closer, I want you to click on the below link;
http://www.buzzfeed.com/lindsayhunt/desserts-and-cupcakes-in-sweet-sweet-love?bffbfood&utm_term=4ldqphi#4ldqphi
Now I want you to choose your favorite one, and go make it. Eat them all if you have to, and don't throw up afterwards.
And after you've finished your binge, don't go back to starving yourself. Instead, seek out a healthy lifestyle and diet. Eat a couple carbs, enjoy a tasty sweet occasionally, and give yourself the energy you need.
I believe in you.