help in understanding...

[girlygirl]

i dont even knw what to write, i guess i thought i would turn to u guys for help but im confused. well i just feel so alone like i have no one there and everything is going wrong. the last few months have been so hard, i lost my best mate and ever scince then every thing around me seems to have slowed right down and become duller. sometimes i dnt feel like myself its as if something is missing, like im searching. i feel distant and cut of from all my friends and everything i love. i have no idea what im feeling or what my purpose is. i dnt knw who i am.

i dnt want help as such just need to try and understand what i feel

[thesphinx]

So do you think that this is caused because you lost your friend? have you considered talking to someone about this?
Talking is the only way to really get over something like that.

[girlygirl]

i dnt really knw maybe i guess it cud be
not really any time i try to talk to someone i get scared and dnt spill and if i do talk 2 a friend or someone they say im just being stupid or it will be fine but i just feel as tho it wont all be fine

[thesphinx]

Well if you don't feel comfortable talking with anyone you know what about a therapist? they won't judge you or anything and you can get what you need to get out.

[girlygirl]

this may sound stupid but were do u find a therapist and how do u go with out ur parents knwing and stuff lyk that. cause trust i want help because the way i feel right now is just ripping me up into pieces and i so badly want help