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tyler b
June 28th, 2015, 09:57 PM
I just have been feeling depressed and feel like I just want to end it. I feel like the only way I could get someone to care is if I kill my self I just want to feel cared for i have no friends at school I just can't take it end more I've attempted suoside by trying to hang my self I held a knife to my throat my rists but I stopped my self before I could I need someone to tell me how to deal with stuff like this.
WanderingHeart
June 28th, 2015, 11:52 PM
You're very mistaken to think that the only way to get someone to care is to kill yourself.
Let me tell you something. You want to make them feel sorry? Suicide isn't the way to do it. The best way is to lead a successful life. Because when you're leading a successful life, everyone will see and everyone who hurt you will be sorry for the shit they did.
You might not have friends not but believe me, you'll find some. Just put yourself out there and do your best, you'll find the right people. It might not be now but it could be later. Besides, my teacher told me you meet your real life time friends in college. And I know that is true for many people.
You can do it. Keep on trying. If you give up, what will that do? Nothing. If you don't try, sure, you won't fail but...you won't succeed either. Don't wait for your dreams to happen, take control of your life. Make your own definition of yourself, keep exploring the world because there is a lot you haven't seen just yet.
Instead of taking away that precious gift that was given to you, why not turn it into something successful?
James Dean
June 29th, 2015, 05:53 AM
Tyler, it's going to be fine. I know depression is tough, nobody understands.
Please don't do this, we all care about you. Let's talk about this more, I don't want you to hurt yourself. :)
You can PM me anytime, you can make lots of friends on this site.
Talk to a counselor at school, you are worth more than that.
Tyler, we all value you and find you special. You are loved. :)
Abhorrence
June 29th, 2015, 07:48 AM
Please don't, you have your entire life ahead of you and it is not worth it. Throwing away everything for a temporary problem is a silly thing to do and you will hurt the people that do care for you. You say that nobody does but I can guarantee that someone in your life does and if you truly believe they don't then I do and people on this website do.
Fiction
June 29th, 2015, 08:51 AM
Attempting suicide only makes you feel worse in my experience. It only gives rise to feelings of guilt and self-hate and it doesn't solve anything.
You don't want to die, you just want to feel better and death is the last thing that's going to give you that.
I know it's hard but maybe you should try talking to someone? Someone at school or your parents? You need help to tackle these thoughts before they get worse and worse.
Hope this helped in some way.
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