Healing & Changing {I REALLY NEED HELP!}

[rockrxon]

I have been curious for about 2 year now. I am starting to think that I am gay. Being 13 & curious, i have looked at gay porn before. Well, my sister asked me if she could check out something on the net, but i knew i had porn links on Mozilla, so i opened Opera browser. But when it opened up, the last site i visted in the browser opened up & it was gay porn, my sister saw the name of the site & i freaked. I literally couldn't stop shaking. I puked a couple times, & got really dizzy. After that happened [about 30 minutes later] I got this feeling inside me that something was different with me. Like i wanted to shed my skin & become something new. I feel like i have changed somehow. So I wanted to know if it is possible that my sister seeing that site freaked me out so much, that it shocked me right into a state of change. what i am trying to say is, did my sister seeing that site scare me so much that i changed into a hetrosexual? I am also currently looking up ways to become a hetrosexual. I want to heal & get rid of my sexuality one & for all. Does anyone know a way I can do this?

[japanman]

You cant change who you im sry but youll just have to live with who you are besides your 13 so you got a long time to grow.

[Requin]

Yeah, your just 13, that's way to young to be thinking about something like that. You should be thinking about masturbation, sex, more masturbation, more sex, how big your penis is, is mine bigger/smaller than my friends. etc. Honestley, i think that because your sister found gay porn, it would shock you so much that you would be scared of being gay not the other way around. What i mean is that you were so sacared that your sister might tell the world that your gay, and you panicked, becuase you don't know yourself yet. Remember - you cannot change your fate. - Oooooh, that's quite dramatic.