Time to Recover

[xXoblivionXx]

I was talking to my sister about the current situation at home (tension & lack of trust mainly because of my attempt) and she told me that the reason my parents are probably are reacting like this is because this was my second attempt in which I got hospitalized. and that they think they didn't let me fully recover last time which is why I did it again but truth is I feel like I would have done it again anyway eventually. and to be honest I'd be lying if I said I would never try it again. I don't think recovery is a matter of time given, it's more complicated than that, it's sacrifice and will power. I don't even know if recovery is possible, sure I try to optimistic but I also want to be realistic. So taking away my privacy and ability to talk to my only 3 friends freely isn't helping me "recover" it's only making me feel like I want to disappear. :(

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xXoblivionXx,

I am here for you if you ever need anything. This is a very hard time you are going through with your close family and I'm sure you don't deserve it. Try to stay confident in your search for purpose in life. That is what will supply you with ample confidence and positivity is purpose.

Best of luck. I'll try to stay updated in the Depression section to look out for your posts here. :)

[xXoblivionXx]

Best of luck. I'll try to stay updated in the Depression section to look out for your posts here. :)

Thanks Dan this really means a lot