diddykong53
June 5th, 2015, 08:19 PM
Pheww. finally got the nerve to ask this one: history:
When I was 7 the neighbor boy and girl came to my house to hang out and I was dared to do things to the boy, which I recall it making me feel a bit weird at first, but it was really my first sexual experience,
when I was 10 I convinced a friend from school to play strip poker so I could see him naked.
when I was 11 I had a sexual encounter with my male cousin.
I feel like I have a crush on a boy.
I feel very girly (I think like a girl, boy body parts ehhhhh, I really don't like it due to past sexual experiences with girls, In relationships I feel as tho I have more of the emotional following side, and not the manly leadership side)
so... atm I'm not labelling it because I don't know its all so confusing and I need help
Its very frustrating not knowing it makes me feel crazy which does not make recovery easy.
I've been told by friends that they think of me as a girl because of how I act. And so that really confuses me.
Thanks Rue :*
When I was 7 the neighbor boy and girl came to my house to hang out and I was dared to do things to the boy, which I recall it making me feel a bit weird at first, but it was really my first sexual experience,
when I was 10 I convinced a friend from school to play strip poker so I could see him naked.
when I was 11 I had a sexual encounter with my male cousin.
I feel like I have a crush on a boy.
I feel very girly (I think like a girl, boy body parts ehhhhh, I really don't like it due to past sexual experiences with girls, In relationships I feel as tho I have more of the emotional following side, and not the manly leadership side)
so... atm I'm not labelling it because I don't know its all so confusing and I need help
Its very frustrating not knowing it makes me feel crazy which does not make recovery easy.
I've been told by friends that they think of me as a girl because of how I act. And so that really confuses me.
Thanks Rue :*