EssentialAspiration
May 28th, 2015, 02:03 PM
We're in the thick of the exam season. Already sat a few of them. Failed most. Didn't revise. Got some left, still not revising. Hate revising. Makes me stressed and sick. I hate school. I always have. The thought of exams makes me sick. I hate this. The law in the UK is if I don't get a C in English and Maths I HAVE to resit. I would rather die. I don't know what I'm doing and I don't know where I'm going in life. I've been really happy recently just not revising and not thinking about it but now people keep talking about it and I can't get the hopelessness of my life out of my head. I wish I could use this feeling as some kind of motivation to revise and boost my grades but I just can't. I hate it all so much. I hate books and screens with stupid useless information and learning and being assessed and judged and it all makes me feel horrible and I don't know what to do. I don't know what I'm looking for by posting this here but yeah.