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ValentinClarke
April 30th, 2015, 01:44 PM
I am so pissed. I've been played, once again. The guy had been looking at me on and off. He had been flirting with me. And I believed he was gay. No, I fucking assumed. And now, I'm hurt again. I'm sad, disappointed, angry, so so angry. Like, I just tried cutting again, because I'm getting really confused. I'm supposed to be getting analysed about my possible mental illness tomorrow, and I don't know whether or not I've dreamt this whole thing. I've been on the edge of a panic attack all day long, because of him, because I wanted to see him.
You know what, fuck it. I'm done with guys. I'm sticking to girls from now on.
Uniquemind
April 30th, 2015, 01:48 PM
Sorry explain your situation a bit more?
fighterpilot360
April 30th, 2015, 02:15 PM
I am so pissed. I've been played, once again. The guy had been looking at me on and off. He had been flirting with me. And I believed he was gay. No, I fucking assumed. And now, I'm hurt again. I'm sad, disappointed, angry, so so angry. Like, I just tried cutting again, because I'm getting really confused. I'm supposed to be getting analysed about my possible mental illness tomorrow, and I don't know whether or not I've dreamt this whole thing. I've been on the edge of a panic attack all day long, because of him, because I wanted to see him.
You know what, fuck it. I'm done with guys. I'm sticking to girls from now on.
hey if you need to talk about what boys really mean you can talk to me
Rania
April 30th, 2015, 04:18 PM
hey if you need to talk about what boys really mean you can talk to me I think she’s more upset about the fact that she keeps cutting hefself.
fighterpilot360
April 30th, 2015, 07:09 PM
well that i think is caused by guys not telling her how they feel
Elysium
April 30th, 2015, 07:13 PM
I think she’s more upset about the fact that she keeps cutting hefself.

well that i think is caused by guys not telling her how they feel
I get the impression that OP identifies as male. Heteronormativity is real, and I encourage you to actively denounce it.

OP, what exactly happened, if you're okay sharing?
fighterpilot360
April 30th, 2015, 07:17 PM
who are you talking to
Elysium
April 30th, 2015, 07:19 PM
who are you talking to
Both of you? I did quote both of you.
fighterpilot360
April 30th, 2015, 07:25 PM
ok you just didnt specify
ValentinClarke
May 1st, 2015, 11:55 AM
Well, he has been looking at me a lot, and he seemed to be flirting with me, and he seems just to be gay. But, sadly, it is not the case. I liked him, and I was very annoyed when It turned out he isn't gay. I liked him a lot, and I was just upset. The cutting thing is hard for me, I only do it when I'm really messed up.
DoodleSnap
May 1st, 2015, 07:46 PM
Well, he has been looking at me a lot, and he seemed to be flirting with me, and he seems just to be gay. But, sadly, it is not the case. I liked him, and I was very annoyed when It turned out he isn't gay. I liked him a lot, and I was just upset. The cutting thing is hard for me, I only do it when I'm really messed up.
I understand your struggle, and I'm sorry that people around you are not mature enough to confront or be honest about their sexuality. That is their struggle, so don't feel it is anything wrong with you. You're doing great, and I really hope you get better soon.