reptilianpine87
April 26th, 2015, 01:00 PM
My family has been off the charts these last few months and i'm really starting to contemplate not hanging around them in the future. for starters Georgia was getting snow 2 months ago and my brother came 30 minutes before my shift ended at work and he said I have orders from mother to bring you home and if your manager doesn't let you go then i'm gonna go in there and be an asshole to him. Like are you trying to A get me fired and B cause a scene in the middle of the store? Then that following monday, my mom came and picked me up from work and on the way home a school bus was to our left with loud middle school kids. Now I was half a sleep and just ignored them but when the light turned green mom floors it and chases down the bus. I'm looking like what are you doing and she said these badass kids threw something at my car(we never found a dent or scratch) She then forces the bus to pull over and runs after it on foot and started cussing out everyone and demanding information. She also made racist terroistic threats like i wish there was a white cop here or if it was a white guy he would have shot up the whole bus and i'm are you fucking kidding me? On top of that you broke several traffic laws trying to chase after after this bus. Since then I always here my family making racist comments and always saying nigger this cracker that and the other day i was so angry at breakfast i wanted to take the stick of butter i had in my hand and throw it at my mom to make her stop. Then when I was driving with my sister's friend he was like what kinda music do you like. I said well um I like T.I, Linkin Park, Mackolmore, but really I listen to things at random on iheartradio. Then he had the balls to say you should go watch more B.E.T and go on youtube and look up this guy( I don't even know the guy's name) So what your saying is I need to be more black and you have a problem with the kind of music i like? Then my mom is also always trying to kick me out over stupid shit and never wants to own up to the fucking issues that go on this family and always blame everyone else for things she by her own hands help bring about. I'm sick of not being who I am, I hate having to listen to racist she, I hate listening to hate against gay people, I hate having someone doing things for me, and I really fucking hate having someone else's ideology pushed on me to death. My friend is so angry at my family and worries so much that she said jon I will do everything my power to bring you up to Wisconsin because I can't stand you being in Georgia anymore. I have had days where I hate myself, I started drinking, I get mad more when i'm around my family, I don't wanna go to school unless its a 4 year on campus college cause I don't wanna be at home and there days I come in to work half depressed over the shit that happens in this house. Anyway what do you guys think of all this? Is it time to just do eveything I and get out?