i'm a fat mess!

[brokenfaerie]

i'm stuck in this :censored: cycle in which i hate my fat body so i starve myself and then i give up and binge and then freak out and purge and then quit that and just binge and then get fat and starts all over again. i'm an unhealthy weight (literally) and i need to lose the weight. but if i try a healthy diet i get overly obsessed and lose control.

what do i do? on one hand i want to be an 80 pound boney princess and then on the other i want to be healthy. either way i'm not healthy where i'm at.

[Rutherford The Brave]

Im also stuck in the same situation. But today I made a huge step forward! My love took me to my doctor after school (well she forced me). He said that having someone help you get through this makes it much easier! Also removing mirrors and scales are supposed to make things easier as you cant really tell what you look like around the mid section. One of the things my doctor recommended to my girlfriend is to bring a jar of peanut butter around with her, so that when Im not eating she can feed me the peanut butter to make me eat! I feel that I can gain weight and I love peanut butter! Remember we are here for you! Dont give up!

[brokenfaerie]

thanks. its hard because when i go with out those things i really lose control. i start measuring myself by my clothes so its hard. but thanks for your support!

[Rutherford The Brave]

Yeah its not easy, Im 5.9 100 pounds so I deal with it rather harshly, but one thing that always feels great is the fact that I got my friends rallying right behind me. Plus peanut butter is yum........

[Malcolm Tucker]

Firstly, 80 Pounds isn't healthy.You can do serious damage to yourself. I would recommend consulting a professional medical person asap. Please guys dont do anything stupid.

[brokenfaerie]

yeah i know that i shouldn't get that low. hell i'm 100 pounds away from that result but i once weighed 94 pounds and i was untouchable. now i'm an unhealthy fat chick with nothing but dreams and pounds.

[Rutherford The Brave]

yeah i know that i shouldn't get that low. hell i'm 100 pounds away from that result but i once weighed 94 pounds and i was untouchable. now i'm an unhealthy fat chick with nothing but dreams and pounds.

Aw, buck up it takes a positive outlook to get a positive outcome, plus you need to think about who you are in the inside Before you look at yourself on the outside, now go see someone please I'll be very upset if a member of VT gets hurt.

[brokenfaerie]

your too sweet. well thanks! i'm working on staying on a healthy diet right now. i'm trying weight watchers and telling myself i can't keep shaving points but i have to 20 points a day atleast. i just like having the control of 800 calories a day!

[Rutherford The Brave]

Thank you, Im just looking out for members of VT as someone who understands, plus I know what its like and I feel your pain.

[brokenfaerie]

maybe one day i'll be happy with what i look like.

[Rutherford The Brave]

There we go! Also dont let anyone tell you that your not beautiful!

[brokenfaerie]

yeah thats the hard part. well at least trying not to believe them. i'm my dad's fat little brat.

[Rutherford The Brave]

Hey easy now hun (hope you dont mind I call all females hun) I live in my step moms home and all she does is make fun of me and make it so my life is some what miserable. But only you can control your fate! If you dont like what he says call him on it, be smart and be logical because then he'll be the incompetant one!

[brokenfaerie]

thats true. i'm just used to thinking the only thing i can control is what i do with my own body. i'm still learning that INCLUDES what i feel and i can healthily control my feelings i just hate feeling like the fat chick. i want so badly to be this tiny careless little girl!!

[Techno Monster]

Puberty can make people have low self-image.

[brokenfaerie]

i'm 18. a little old for puberty but thanks anyways

[Nihilus]

Take your time and enjoy your food. When you do that you find your self satisfied and full.
For more info read The Spectrum by doctor Dean Ornish:yeah:

[brokenfaerie]

thanks i'll try that.

[rockmyworld]

ok don't starve urself bc if u do ur body goes into this weird mode that if u do eat anythin it stores all of that fat which makes u gain weight believe i kno i've tried and it doesn't work so just like eat smaller portions of things and if u like eating alot of junk food switch to somethin more healthy like apples,or carrots of somethin. what i do is i have a yogurt and that usually fills me up and keeps me runnin for like 6 hours.

[CrazyMe]

brokenfaerie: Is that you in your signature?? You don't look fat, instead you look very nice!:serenade:

I am having some problems with "pounds" becouse in Croatia we use KG. (kilo grams):confused::D

[Rutherford The Brave]

try not to bump old threads crazy.

[thesphinx]

This thread isn't too old especially since this is the Psych-Ward.