OCT?

[brokenfaerie]

my therapist told me i have OCT (obsessive compulsive thinking). like when i'm uncomfortable or nervous i have ritual thinking patterns of suicide. where i fantasize about it but i don't really want to die. i've never heard of it so do any of you know what i'm talking about?

[Rutherford The Brave]

Oh yes definatly! Often times when I feel uncomfortable I begin to think about cutting but then I snap back into reality. You need to control this cause it can turn bad and we dont want that happening!

[brokenfaerie]

yea i know. three psych ward stays is more than enough. but i'm working to control it with my therapist. i just never knew it existed.