Dimentio
April 22nd, 2015, 03:45 AM
No one ever replies to anything about me any more but fuck it XD As with the depression post, I'm desperate and need some help immediately!
Okay even Brandon, Brandon who had an issue with me about dad, and never says anything and doesn't care about anyone, this fucking Brandon even said to me that Jess is getting ridiculous now when it comes to me, she is NOT STOPPING anymore! I have literally even tried to let the dogs out quietly as not to wake anyone up, tried getting the rabbit a free visit to the vet, and tried getting him used to being handled, tried putting a spider in a cup and letting it go out doors, she gives me crap for it! There is physically not a single thing i can do without her butting in or giving me crap for it, every. single. time.
So then i go to mum, getting really fucking sick of it, and i told her, if you do not do something about her soon, i am gonna snap and you can't give me crap for it when i do, i literally told her that in those exact words as she always does, she says nothing will happen and Jess is horrible to everyone, like that is an excuse to let her get away with it! So today, Jess just gave me shit again, but i am really struggling with my depression and anxiety lately, especially as no one cares to help me, so what do i do? I snap back at Jess, and we are arguing for a good 10-15 minutes, in the end she knows i won't give up and she walks out, starts crying and slamming shit and saying to mum how i always start crap and she is innocent, a complete fucking lie, and no, I'm not doing the, I'm right and you're wrong thing, or twisting any stories, that is all on her, i am honest and admit to my faults with this, even Ann knows that, but Jess COMPLETELY flips and twists the tables!
And i even told Jess how Ann thinks that Jess has physiological issues as she seems to have a pure hatred for me no matter what i do, Ann has said that, so i told Jess that! That is when she left and started crying, i think that is proof!
But what do i do? I leave Jess alone, she gives me shit, i bite back, shit starts, i do nothing around her, she gives me shit, i talk to mum about it, she does nothing about it or tells me off for it, like the time Jess made me bleed and kicked me out of the house, i got told off for that, yeah, work that one out, now i don't have dad in my life any more and we had a major fall out, all my aunts and uncles are stopping talking, our family is LITERALLY falling apart, family member by family member, i honest to god think Brandon and i are the last two family members to like each other!
So what do we do? I bring mum in to Ann and we have a chat? I honestly don't know any more, i have tried so many things and nothing.
Okay even Brandon, Brandon who had an issue with me about dad, and never says anything and doesn't care about anyone, this fucking Brandon even said to me that Jess is getting ridiculous now when it comes to me, she is NOT STOPPING anymore! I have literally even tried to let the dogs out quietly as not to wake anyone up, tried getting the rabbit a free visit to the vet, and tried getting him used to being handled, tried putting a spider in a cup and letting it go out doors, she gives me crap for it! There is physically not a single thing i can do without her butting in or giving me crap for it, every. single. time.
So then i go to mum, getting really fucking sick of it, and i told her, if you do not do something about her soon, i am gonna snap and you can't give me crap for it when i do, i literally told her that in those exact words as she always does, she says nothing will happen and Jess is horrible to everyone, like that is an excuse to let her get away with it! So today, Jess just gave me shit again, but i am really struggling with my depression and anxiety lately, especially as no one cares to help me, so what do i do? I snap back at Jess, and we are arguing for a good 10-15 minutes, in the end she knows i won't give up and she walks out, starts crying and slamming shit and saying to mum how i always start crap and she is innocent, a complete fucking lie, and no, I'm not doing the, I'm right and you're wrong thing, or twisting any stories, that is all on her, i am honest and admit to my faults with this, even Ann knows that, but Jess COMPLETELY flips and twists the tables!
And i even told Jess how Ann thinks that Jess has physiological issues as she seems to have a pure hatred for me no matter what i do, Ann has said that, so i told Jess that! That is when she left and started crying, i think that is proof!
But what do i do? I leave Jess alone, she gives me shit, i bite back, shit starts, i do nothing around her, she gives me shit, i talk to mum about it, she does nothing about it or tells me off for it, like the time Jess made me bleed and kicked me out of the house, i got told off for that, yeah, work that one out, now i don't have dad in my life any more and we had a major fall out, all my aunts and uncles are stopping talking, our family is LITERALLY falling apart, family member by family member, i honest to god think Brandon and i are the last two family members to like each other!
So what do we do? I bring mum in to Ann and we have a chat? I honestly don't know any more, i have tried so many things and nothing.