I'm back :/

[dannyboy16]

Hello again , it's been so long since I been on here. So much has happened.
If you read my old 2 story post, u will understand the story more.

Life is still shit but it's gotten worse
I started doing massive amount of drugs such as cough syrup , weed , acid , etc. It makes me happy
I Can't take this house , I'm not even sane , my mom put me in summit ridge ( them wards ) , my whole family is bashing me .
I get so messed up on drugs I forget days sometimes ,
I want life to be happy , but how.....
I always felt so comfortable writing my story on here and another thing so people know they are not alone. I have a big heart for people which is one of my faults .
I sticked my head out for people to many times
This one girl I trusted took my card and knew my pin and made me go in 800$ debt
I told the bank it was not me , they pulled up the atm cam cause she did false checks but I went there to late they said , I had to pay 800$ debt
I had little to no income. My mom kicked me out the house for 2 weeks cause I'm not the son I use to be.
Zach My old best friend stopped hanging out with me

Right now my heart is broken and I remembered this site , how it made me feel comfortable , not judged .
I want to commit deep down but I fight it

I had to live in the streets for 2 weeks until I lost it and broke into the house , braking the window and losing my shit
I had one girl friend I meet , well she slipped cough syrup on me and told the school I had drugs . I learned this cause her boyfriend which is another guy friend of mine told me and admitted she did it. Thing is I had intercourse with her boyfriend and she don't even know . Did I do it for revenge , most likely

At the moment I got to go cause more things happening every sec even at 2:40 am and so much more that I left out

whoever reads this , thank you

Love you guys and stay fabulous

[Vermilion]

Hello again it's been so long since I been on here. So much has happened.
If you read my old 2 story post, u will understand the story more.

Life is still shit but it's gotten worse
I started doing massive amount of drugs such as cough syrup , weed , acid , etc. It makes me happy
I Can't take this house , I'm not even sane , my mom put me in summit ridge ( them wards ) , my whole family is bashing me .
I get so messed up on drugs I forget days sometimes ,
I want life to be happy , but how.....
I always felt so comfortable writing my story on here and another thing so people know they are not alone. I have a big heart for people which is one of my faults .
I sticked my head out for people to many times
This one girl I trusted took my card and knew my pin and made me go in 800$ debt
I told the bank it was not me , they pulled up the atm cam cause she did false checks but I went there to late they said , I had to pay 800$ debt
I had little to no income. My mom kicked me out the house for 2 weeks cause I'm not the son I use to be.
Zach My old best friend stopped hanging out with me

Right now my heart is broken and I remembered this site , how it made me feel comfortable , not judged .
I want to commit deep down but I fight it

I had to live in the streets for 2 weeks until I lost it and broke into the house , braking the window and losing my shit
I had one girl friend I meet , well she slipped cough syrup on me and told the school I had drugs . I learned this cause her boyfriend which is another guy friend of mine told me and admitted she did it. Thing is I had intercourse with her boyfriend and she don't even know . Did I do it for revenge , most likely

At the moment I got to go cause more things happening every sec even at 2:40 am and so much more that I left out

whoever reads this , thank you

Love you guys and stay fabulous

Hi Dannyboy so from what I've read your gay and your parents haven't taken the news well, you've gone of the rail a bit getting hooked on drugs. You've been kicked out the house for the way you've changed. It sounds like you've been through a lot over the last couple of years. Is there anything you want from this post or is it just getting everything of your mind ?

[dannyboy16]

yeah I just like letting my mind flow on here , cause every time I'm at my lowest , I try to talk to people or message people cause I don't trust myself if u know what that means :/
And The coming out was just a one of the things that made things worse with family. It was not the reason it started
I was kicked out since she thinks of me as a failure and she gets very mad towards me which leads to it. She don't know about the drugs, I'm not addicted cause I stopped whenever I felt like I was needing it to much . For example I kept doing weed , I felt as if i was getting addicted to it so I stopped for like 3 weeks then went back to it lightly

with the post , like I said I like messaging people and letting out how I feel in a way since I can't do it where I am.

[Vermilion]

yeah I just like letting my mind flow on here , cause every time I'm at my lowest , I try to talk to people or message people cause I don't trust myself if u know what that means :/
And The coming out was just a one of the things that made things worse with family. It was not the reason it started
I was kicked out since she thinks of me as a failure and she gets very mad towards me which leads to it. She don't know about the drugs, I'm not addicted cause I stopped whenever I felt like I was needing it to much . For example I kept doing weed , I felt as if i was getting addicted to it so I stopped for like 3 weeks then went back to it lightly

with the post , like I said I like messaging people and letting out how I feel in a way since I can't do it where I am.

Did you want to talk ? I'm very open

[Hudor]

Hey Daniel I'm sorry to hear you're going through a rough patch. I remember seeing you on here and I hope things get better for you. If ever you wish to talk feel free to message me. :)

[Atom]

Hello again.
If you don't mind me asking, where do you live right now and where do you find money on drugs?