Nothing

[Gumleaf]

Nobody gets it. What is the point? All I want is to be accepted by someone, mean something to someone. That's clearly too much to ask. I want to be loved by someone. I'm dont even mean in a gf/bf relationship, any relationship. Every time I think something is different and has changed, I'm wrong. People only want something to do with me if it means they want something or feel obliged to. I'm nothing to everyone and something to no one and that hurts so much. I can't remember the last time I cried, but i really feel like I'm going to now. I believe it's true that I could curl up and die and that nobody would notice. My life is a sham with no purpose and it feels like I'll be forever miserable. What a horrible way to live. And nothing will change either because for the longest time I've tried but it doesn't! :(

[Let Me Be a Pony]

I care. I'm in the same spot, no friends, no one wants to talk to me, it's dreadful, but I don't give up on finding friends, and neither should you.
You think you're nothing but you are. I think i'm nothing too, but if I take the time to realize how i've changed people with bad or good deeds then I see that I'm here for a reason.

Don't give up, bro. We're here for you. You're here for a reason, just don't forget it. Everyone is lead by destiny.

And what if you haven't changed? If people try, they do change, but sometimes the people they're surrounded by, give them the illusion that they can't change. You need to let go of the past, don't tell yourself that you can't change, look forward to the future! Plan stuff, don't daydream but plan. Giving up is the worst decision you can make, never do that. Keep your head up.
Life is a luminous journey, although it's also dark in many spots.
If you need someone to talk to, i'm here. :)

[Syzygy]

Nobody gets it. What is the point? All I want is to be accepted by someone, mean something to someone. That's clearly too much to ask. I want to be loved by someone. I'm dont even mean in a gf/bf relationship, any relationship. Every time I think something is different and has changed, I'm wrong. People only want something to do with me if it means they want something or feel obliged to. I'm nothing to everyone and something to no one and that hurts so much. I can't remember the last time I cried, but i really feel like I'm going to now. I believe it's true that I could curl up and die and that nobody would notice. My life is a sham with no purpose and it feels like I'll be forever miserable. What a horrible way to live. And nothing will change either because for the longest time I've tried but it doesn't! :(

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[Echelon]

I feel the same but instead of trying to change things I feel like I don't have the energy toExactly.
I do have friends though, but I'm just so different and so out of place.
And they're all girls and I'm the only guy so it's even more awkward.
*sighs

[Let Me Be a Pony]

I feel the same but instead of trying to change things I feel like I don't have the energy to

You do not convey energy, since you're not going anywhere in progressing in the eradication of your current lifestyle. You need to bypass everyday routines, change something in your life, just something, anything. Something is making you act like this. Don't do the same thing everyday, it absorbs you up literally.

Exactly.
I do have friends though, but I'm just so different and so out of place.
And they're all girls and I'm the only guy so it's even more awkward.
*sighs

It's good to be different, the only problem is when you're afraid of other individuilia judging. Yeah, people's opinions tear up walls, but what do they know?
If you're different in a good(by good I mean in a way, which does not posses harm to society), special way then you're unique.
I got some behaviors that other people find flagrant, some find them good.
What matters is for you not to get used to the opinions of others, but to get used to yourself. :)

[Echelon]

You do not convey energy, since you're not going anywhere in progressing in the eradication of your current lifestyle. You need to bypass everyday routines, change something in your life, just something, anything. Something is making you act like this. Don't do the same thing everyday, it absorbs you up literally.



It's good to be different, the only problem is when you're afraid of other individuilia judging. Yeah, people's opinions tear up walls, but what do they know?
If you're different in a good(by good I mean in a way, which does not posses harm to society), special way then you're unique.
I got some behaviors that other people find flagrant, some find them good.
What matters is for you not to get used to the opinions of others, but to get used to yourself. :)
But here's the thing: I really don't like myself.
I strive to be "normal".

[Let Me Be a Pony]

But here's the thing: I really don't like myself.
I strive to be "normal".

Define "normal". No one is customary, or standard.
Everyone's divergent.
It's dire if you're not yourself, so professing to be someone else isn't a problem solver.
You can work on the stuff that you don't like about yourself, you can adapt.