I Miss Her

[amscramhick]

I had this friend. We weren't really that close. For a long time. We really only talked because we shared the same best friend. Then we got to high school. The best friend (being more outgoing than both of us, people flock to her) made other friends and the two of us grew closer. We were almost always together and I liked it that way. All the way through freshman and sophomore year. We wrlere thick as thieves, and I loved her. Our junior year we still talked, but then she came to school less and didnt reply to my texts or messages. Then all at once, she was gone. That summer we didn't hang out at all. Me in my heartbreak, I sent her a goodbye message. My best friend was gone to me. Then she tried to get with the guy i loved while he and I were in a roughpatch. I could have forgiven ger, up to that point. I completely lost my best friend. When we got to our senior year, i couldn't even look her in the eye. I had so much anger, sorrow, so much hate for how she abandoned me. Now I'm sitting here at one of my two jobs three months after I finished high school missing her. Fuck.

[ImCoolBeans]

I'm sorry your friendship didn't work out, but not every one will. Friends come and go throughout life -- even if you think otherwise now. Sometimes it hurts the most when there isn't a big dramatic event that ended the friendship, and they just fade away. I miss a lot of my older friends as well, but life has to go on, even if it hurts at first.

A friend shared this quote with me when we were talking about a similar topic to your post: "Some people are going to leave, but that's not the end of your story. That's the end of their part in your story. A new door cannot be opened until you have the courage to close the one behind."

[Mil1dreded]

Hey I know how you feel I had a friend who was my best friend I trusted her with anything and we were really close literally had everything in common but we went different colleges and I had depression among other things I guess she just jumped ship and left but the point is they'll be new people new friends don't let other people dictate how you feel I knows it's hard especially if you really cared but get a hobby socialise and meet with other people you'll soon make new friends :)