Gumleaf
April 5th, 2015, 07:08 PM
I'm not sure if this is more of a rant than a question. So I've been rejected again with someone for a date. But this time is worse. The first time I kind of sprung the idea on the person and she wouldn't have been expecting it. Despite us having got along well before then, she declined. I was bummed but got over it. But my lack of a dating life when feeling alone for 3 years just gradually takes more and more of a toll. Anyways on the advice of a couple of people I've tried internet dating. So for the last couple of weeks I've been talking to someone. She approached me and seemed really lovely. We had a few things in common and have been emailing and texting. We even planned to go on a date next weekend. But then all of a sudden a few days ago she went silent and stopped responding to me. After a couple of days I was pretty sure what this meant, and finally last night she did respond. The silence had been deafening and I was proved right and now she doesn't want to go on a date or continue to talk to me. I'm just so over this. I mean, I know rejection is a part of life and whatever, but seriously, what is wrong with me? Am I really that worthless, useless, ugly, boring or whatever? It's like all this negativity in my mind has been proven to be true despite trying my best in the past few months to get over that and not believe it. I don't know, it's all messed up. Am I really that pathetic? *sighs*