I dont know what to do

[heythere]

So Ive been seeing a therapist fo 2-3months now for depression and my therapist thinks im getting better and also my mom......but actually no I still lately I feel so alone and want to harm myself and I dont know why I just dont want to live I feel like my time here is over even tho im still 14,but I feel like Ive been thru so much and now is my time to go.
And even sometimes I feel bipolar becuase when I talk to pepole then Im so positive and stuff but when Im alone I want to cry and also I can go to really good feeling to suicide thoughts.

Also my therapist dosen`t know that I use to cut myself and almost killed myself ....should I tell her? I feel like its too late to tell that

[tasminsmith]

I think it's probably a good idea to tell her, i'm sorry you're sad hope you feel better soon

[Leprous]

So Ive been seeing a therapist fo 2-3months now for depression and my therapist thinks im getting better and also my mom......but actually no I still lately I feel so alone and want to harm myself and I dont know why I just dont want to live I feel like my time here is over even tho im still 14,but I feel like Ive been thru so much and now is my time to go.
And even sometimes I feel bipolar becuase when I talk to pepole then Im so positive and stuff but when Im alone I want to cry and also I can go to really good feeling to suicide thoughts.

Also my therapist dosen`t know that I use to cut myself and almost killed myself ....should I tell her? I feel like its too late to tell that

You should definitly tell her! What matters most is that you'll be okay. So don't worry, your therapist is there to help, just tell her how you feel and I'm sure she'll help you! I really hope you'll be okay!

[Vermilion]

You should tell her. I know how you feel, I'm on antidepressants and start therapy in 2 week's. I don't let anyone see how I really feel , when I'm with people I'm happy but on my own I think about everything to much. I know it's not easy but it will get better, I'm sure of that :)