I'm a wreck, I need help

[totallylost]

Hey guys,
For a while now(about a year) Ive felt like my life doesnt mean anything, Ive felt like everyday was the same as the last, and that i am just some background character in someone elses movie. I also have felt extremely lonely and solitairy in the last year, because noone around me shares my interests or political views. I really would like to talk to someone about this, however, I cant really in real life. Both my parents work with depressed people and people suffering from anxiety, I am afraid that once I tell them I feel this way, they will say that I shouldnt say such a thig and that im lying. I also can not talk to any of my other family because im really the black sheep of the family. I just dont know what to do anymore, please help.

Thanks in advance

[Vermilion]

Why do you feel like this ? Did something happen before you started to feel this way ?. I'm sure someone shares your interests you just need to find them. I think you should tell your parents if they work with depressed people they should be able to tell that your telling the truth. I find antidepressants work well for me and I start counselling soon if you can get help for your doctor get it. You might be the black sheep of your family but I'm sure they still want to help you if they can.

[totallylost]

Why do you feel like this ? Did something happen before you started to feel this way ?. I'm sure someone shares your interests you just need to find them. I think you should tell your parents if they work with depressed people they should be able to tell that your telling the truth. I find antidepressants work well for me and I start counselling soon if you can get help for your doctor get it. You might be the black sheep of your family but I'm sure they still want to help you if they can.

Not really, my family doesnt like me up to he point that they swear at me. Also, my parents wont understand because they dont think I could have something like that because I get good grades and seem decently happy.

[totallylost]

Why do you feel like this ? Did something happen before you started to feel this way ?. I'm sure someone shares your interests you just need to find them. I think you should tell your parents if they work with depressed people they should be able to tell that your telling the truth. I find antidepressants work well for me and I start counselling soon if you can get help for your doctor get it. You might be the black sheep of your family but I'm sure they still want to help you if they can.

Also, i dont know why, just from one moment to the other I started feeling really shitty in general, and somehow I got the reverse feeling I usually had(moments of sadness but general happieness replaced with moments of happieness but general sadness)

[Vermilion]

I get what your saying about the change in mood, I really think you should talk with a doctor or someone at school/ college.

[Mrladner]

I've experienced what you're talking about for a good while now. I've only really found one way to hang on. This may seem kind of stupid, but i've decided to live my life with one goal in mind, or a purpose if you wanna call it that. It may seem insignificant but every little thing you do in life has an effect on someone or something. I try to be the nicest/funniest person to people around me. Cracking a stupid joke or helping someone with some homework can turn a persons day around. I live to make to people happy. The smallest thing to you, can be one of the most life changing events to someone else. You may feel that your life is meaningless or you're not important to anyone. But chances are, you're very wrong. In life there is no predetermined purpose for everyone. Make your own purpose. Put a smile on someones face. You just may save a life. Maybe your own.