slowmoman22
March 16th, 2015, 06:19 PM
So, Where should I start. During June 2014 I started to like this girl, first girl i ever had proper feelings for and I knew because i'd never felt this way about a girl before.
I kept trying to talk to her as much as possible to see if I could just at least show that I am a real person and not just a kid who sits infront of a computer all day.
I got my friends who were already okay friends with her to chat with her about her relationship situation. She told them she was single. So I asked her out.
She said she was with someone already, which I later found out was true.
Now this girl used to be a bit of a get around, liked to sleep with people to forget all the bad things that happened earlier in her life. I don't really mind that as she doesn't do that anymore.
The months went by and we started to become more talkative to eachother and I kept asking her out, I ended up asking her out something like 4 times and they were all No. I then stopped talking to her and ended up liking someone else, i ended up having a 3 week relationship with this other person and then ended up losing my virginity to her before she then dumped me, spread lies and then disappeared across the country to live with another relative of hers because of problems back home.
I then started talking to the previous girl again and now I have started to adore this girl, no matter what happens I always end up thinking about this girl..
I ended up meeting up with her down our local town and i aboslutely loved it and fell in love with her.
Her friend was then showing me messages between her and the girl and the girl actually said she wanted to be with me! I was so happy.
I asked the girl out again and she said that "She just doesn't do relationships" and i got so upset and angry that I got so close to finally getting my dream girl. I stopped speaking for about a week and then today I finally bucked up the courage to send her a message, the conversation was short but at least it was something..
This girl talks to so many other boys that I don't know what to do, she always tells me shes going to bed and then stays online, and I presume shes chatting to other boys.
What should I do? I adore this girl and really don't want to give up, not now.
Do I keep talking to her again? I constantly die inside every time I see her talking about another boy being cute, not that I even know if she likes me anymore.
Please Help!
EDIT: PS. Im also super shy and I really want to overcome that but from what my Ex did to me I can hardly say "Hi" to any girl that has ever existed... Yeahhhh.
I kept trying to talk to her as much as possible to see if I could just at least show that I am a real person and not just a kid who sits infront of a computer all day.
I got my friends who were already okay friends with her to chat with her about her relationship situation. She told them she was single. So I asked her out.
She said she was with someone already, which I later found out was true.
Now this girl used to be a bit of a get around, liked to sleep with people to forget all the bad things that happened earlier in her life. I don't really mind that as she doesn't do that anymore.
The months went by and we started to become more talkative to eachother and I kept asking her out, I ended up asking her out something like 4 times and they were all No. I then stopped talking to her and ended up liking someone else, i ended up having a 3 week relationship with this other person and then ended up losing my virginity to her before she then dumped me, spread lies and then disappeared across the country to live with another relative of hers because of problems back home.
I then started talking to the previous girl again and now I have started to adore this girl, no matter what happens I always end up thinking about this girl..
I ended up meeting up with her down our local town and i aboslutely loved it and fell in love with her.
Her friend was then showing me messages between her and the girl and the girl actually said she wanted to be with me! I was so happy.
I asked the girl out again and she said that "She just doesn't do relationships" and i got so upset and angry that I got so close to finally getting my dream girl. I stopped speaking for about a week and then today I finally bucked up the courage to send her a message, the conversation was short but at least it was something..
This girl talks to so many other boys that I don't know what to do, she always tells me shes going to bed and then stays online, and I presume shes chatting to other boys.
What should I do? I adore this girl and really don't want to give up, not now.
Do I keep talking to her again? I constantly die inside every time I see her talking about another boy being cute, not that I even know if she likes me anymore.
Please Help!
EDIT: PS. Im also super shy and I really want to overcome that but from what my Ex did to me I can hardly say "Hi" to any girl that has ever existed... Yeahhhh.