Please D'x

[WanderingHeart]

I just feel really panicky and agitated, I need someone to help.

Just some company, I don't want to go and cut or hit myself from these feelings, I just suddenly feel like doing it.

I feel like dying so, *so* badly.

[Fiction]

Killing yourself or cutting is not the answer. How do I know this? Because the logical side of myself is telling me this tonight after years of cutting, suicide attempts and eating disorders.

I got through the hardest times of my life, when my mind and the outside world seemed really intent on attacking me and killing me, and managed to find happiness and enjoyment in the life that followed.

however much you feel your life has no hope I promise you it has. I'm so awful at advice, but what I do say I speak from the heart. Life is never hopeless, there is always the capacity for change and the capacity for a change that will heal you. I say this after years of experience in your position, and it's something that life has taught me. If you want to PM me we can talk more

[WanderingHeart]

I listened to some music, and read your message. I feel a bit better now >_<.

I have to go now, I'll be back later.