Dark_Desires
March 7th, 2015, 02:22 PM
So this is going to be a bit long and full of spelling mistakes but if i don't get this out i am going to actually murder someone.
So to start things off i have been recovering slowly after 4 suicide attempts in the space of a month or two.
Things with my best friend are really not great and now that i'm okay she's really bad and has threatened suicide and been kinda public about which she has never done before.
She has a past of suicidal tendencies self harm bulimia, You get the idea.
To make things easy let's just call her L.I realized last night i should call L
so i did and when she answered she sounded pretty unlike herself either high or drunk i couldn't really tell.
Then a few seconds after she answers i here my ex bf's voice.
A hour before that one of her and my ex bf's friends messages me and asks if i'm a furry.I new exactly who said it and it was my ex bf.
He has a history of been a pretty big slut and drinking a lot.He was also on these forums for a while from what i know.Anyway apparently he said to L that i told him i fucked L or took L home which is untrue i never said anything like that.
I hung up as i was unsure how to react or how to respond.
A bit later i messaged L and told her i would call tomorrow and that my ex bf was a liar.
Turns out he had her phone and started messaging me and threatening to show her a message i apparently sent to him after we broke up.
The conversation went on and he messaged me from his account.
In the end i just ignored him.
So he has my Best friends phone and i don't now if he has done anything to her or if she's safe.
I called to check to make sure she was okay but it seems i have triggered my ex to try and mess things up and spread lies about me.
Right now i'm not sure what to do and this is really screwing with my head.
I know i should just keep ignoring it until i can contact her later today and make sure she's okay.
My anger is getting the better of me and right now i just want to go find him and put a Gun in his mouth and watch him scream and cry like the child he is.
I haven't actually ever gotten so angry i want to murder someone before but i swear if he does hurt her or screw things up i will kill him.
Anyone have any idea how to handle this or what i should do?.
I'm kinda stuck between two frames of mind right now.
I think i mite have a shower and go to work and hope everything
works out so i don't do anything stupid.
Now that i right this out i'm not even sure what the point is.
Thanks for reading all this.
Edit.
Today i called to make sure she was okay and it turns out it worked she believes his lies
and she hates me and won't talk to me.I tried calling back but her mother answered and yelled at me
to not call back and leave her alone.I guess i have lost my best friend and my ex bf was successful.
I guess i'm kinda glad its over and i won't have to deal with it anymore or all the hurt.
So to start things off i have been recovering slowly after 4 suicide attempts in the space of a month or two.
Things with my best friend are really not great and now that i'm okay she's really bad and has threatened suicide and been kinda public about which she has never done before.
She has a past of suicidal tendencies self harm bulimia, You get the idea.
To make things easy let's just call her L.I realized last night i should call L
so i did and when she answered she sounded pretty unlike herself either high or drunk i couldn't really tell.
Then a few seconds after she answers i here my ex bf's voice.
A hour before that one of her and my ex bf's friends messages me and asks if i'm a furry.I new exactly who said it and it was my ex bf.
He has a history of been a pretty big slut and drinking a lot.He was also on these forums for a while from what i know.Anyway apparently he said to L that i told him i fucked L or took L home which is untrue i never said anything like that.
I hung up as i was unsure how to react or how to respond.
A bit later i messaged L and told her i would call tomorrow and that my ex bf was a liar.
Turns out he had her phone and started messaging me and threatening to show her a message i apparently sent to him after we broke up.
The conversation went on and he messaged me from his account.
In the end i just ignored him.
So he has my Best friends phone and i don't now if he has done anything to her or if she's safe.
I called to check to make sure she was okay but it seems i have triggered my ex to try and mess things up and spread lies about me.
Right now i'm not sure what to do and this is really screwing with my head.
I know i should just keep ignoring it until i can contact her later today and make sure she's okay.
My anger is getting the better of me and right now i just want to go find him and put a Gun in his mouth and watch him scream and cry like the child he is.
I haven't actually ever gotten so angry i want to murder someone before but i swear if he does hurt her or screw things up i will kill him.
Anyone have any idea how to handle this or what i should do?.
I'm kinda stuck between two frames of mind right now.
I think i mite have a shower and go to work and hope everything
works out so i don't do anything stupid.
Now that i right this out i'm not even sure what the point is.
Thanks for reading all this.
Edit.
Today i called to make sure she was okay and it turns out it worked she believes his lies
and she hates me and won't talk to me.I tried calling back but her mother answered and yelled at me
to not call back and leave her alone.I guess i have lost my best friend and my ex bf was successful.
I guess i'm kinda glad its over and i won't have to deal with it anymore or all the hurt.