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hurting
February 27th, 2015, 12:56 AM
i took a od 3 days ago,and it did not do nother ,but make me sleep for like 17 hours. so want to do this again.i need to die,i cant take life no more. im tried of fighting all the time.i want to die.
Vermilion
February 27th, 2015, 02:02 AM
why would you want to take your life ? your only 14 and have so much more to live for. I know how hard life can be but taking life means you've given in, you say your tired of fighting but fighting what ? Think about everyone that would miss you if you died, your probably thinking know one but that's never true. I really think you should see a doctor if you can or talk to a teacher at school that you trust.
If you need someone to talk to message me and I'll do my best to help.
amgb
February 27th, 2015, 02:56 AM
Hello there~ I just want to let you know that it's okay to be hurting inside. I know you hate all this pain and hurt and you want it to go away. You're tired of fighting everything and you're at your limit. I'm really sorry to hear about the OD, and although I'm wishing that you won't try again, I can't stop you even though I want to. I know you're going through a tough time, and I know you want to give up. I understand because I've been through a very similar thought process, so you aren't alone in any of this. You probably feel alone in your darkness, but there is always someone who will care, and if there's nobody backing you up and being supportive then I'd like to step up and say that I want you to live. I don't just want you to live; I want you to live in happiness and in peace along with people you love. That's the kind of life you deserve. It's not like that right now, but I believe it can be someday. I believe you have the strength to stand up and keep fighting. Keep fighting because you are worthy and fighting is worthy. Posting on here shows you're reaching out for help, and I want to help you. It's a brave thing, to reach out. I don't know you but I know you're a really good person who is going through a really tough time and you just need someone to tell you the right words. I don't know these right words, but I'm trying. I'm trying to help you see that you are strong enough to keep fighting. You probably don't believe me, but things will get better. It will. I believe that and I hope you can believe it too someday~~
MrIncredible
February 27th, 2015, 07:07 PM
i took a od 3 days ago,and it did not do nother ,but make me sleep for like 17 hours. so want to do this again.i need to die,i cant take life no more. im tried of fighting all the time.i want to die.
Maybe the reason it didn't work the first time because you were given a second chance to really think things over I know it may seem hard now and you don't need to die think about all the people who would hate to see you missing especially in a way like that things may seem bad now but it's gonna get better remember there's always a rainbow after a hurricane I promise you just have to look forward to each day because it will get brighter just when you think it's coming down you will have a ray sunshine don't fight it LIVE IT the best revenge against the things/people that make you feel this way is to show them that you can and will overcome it and that what they o doesn't phase you the best way to beat them is to succeed give it more thought PLEASE and listen to what other people have to say. Don't listen to that voice telling you "you can't do anything right " or " it's your fault" because it's not your voice even if it sounds likeyour voice it's not don't listen to it!!!!!!!!!!!!
hurting
February 28th, 2015, 01:09 AM
thankyou for your support.
things are hard at home,re getting hurt. and i feel so alone in this world.my world is just darkness,with no light.just want to die so bad.
amgb
February 28th, 2015, 01:56 AM
thankyou for your support.
things are hard at home,re getting hurt. and i feel so alone in this world.my world is just darkness,with no light.just want to die so bad.
No, there is light. You just can't see it yet. I can see it; I see that although you want to die you are giving yourself another chance to be helped. You can be helped, you can keep fighting. You can do this. I believe in you and I believe in your strength to keep going. I want you to keep going and to hold on. It's hard - but it's possible and you can do it~
Microcosm
February 28th, 2015, 04:00 PM
i took a od 3 days ago,and it did not do nother ,but make me sleep for like 17 hours. so want to do this again.i need to die,i cant take life no more. im tried of fighting all the time.i want to die.
Before you make any decision on this, try to think about it in the grand scheme of things, the "big picture." Even if you emotionally feel like nothing, there are still ways you can contribute to the world as a whole instead of just sending your life away to the barrel of a gun. There are great opportunities in this world, believe it or not. Firstly though, you have to get through this fork in the road that you're facing. Really, the only way to face it is to just hold your head high and bear it. Try to work your way around this and fight to the end. There's so much this world can offer that you might not realize yet. Give the world another chance with a new outlook on things and you might find confidence begin to grow inside of you.
Hope I could help you! Best wishes!:)
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