rachel_ballet
February 25th, 2015, 01:01 AM
This is something I've never really thought I'd have to consider!
I've always thought that I was straight. I have an awesome BF that treats me like the princess that I know I am (yeah, I know! That's a stuck up comment! LOL!).
But tonight after ballet class, in our small changing room, my BFF Heather kinda came on to me! She knows about a lot of the stress I've been having recently with my cousin dying, family stuff and so on. I won't go in to a lot of detail, because I don't want to get in trouble on here, but it started out as a hug and went a little farther! And I liked it!
On the way home from ballet class, Heather sat in the back with me and my other BFF, Sarah sat in front with her dad, who was dropping Heather and I off to her house. Heather held my hand the whole way home. I could have pulled away, but I didn't. When my BF got off work and picked me up from Heather's to take me home, I was really quiet with him. Usually I'm not. He never questioned it! Now that I'm home in my room by myself, I am an emotional roller coaster! All I can keep asking myself is "what happened tonight?"
Does this mean I am Bi or just Bi Curious?
I've always thought that I was straight. I have an awesome BF that treats me like the princess that I know I am (yeah, I know! That's a stuck up comment! LOL!).
But tonight after ballet class, in our small changing room, my BFF Heather kinda came on to me! She knows about a lot of the stress I've been having recently with my cousin dying, family stuff and so on. I won't go in to a lot of detail, because I don't want to get in trouble on here, but it started out as a hug and went a little farther! And I liked it!
On the way home from ballet class, Heather sat in the back with me and my other BFF, Sarah sat in front with her dad, who was dropping Heather and I off to her house. Heather held my hand the whole way home. I could have pulled away, but I didn't. When my BF got off work and picked me up from Heather's to take me home, I was really quiet with him. Usually I'm not. He never questioned it! Now that I'm home in my room by myself, I am an emotional roller coaster! All I can keep asking myself is "what happened tonight?"
Does this mean I am Bi or just Bi Curious?