Hideing and scard

[samm-o-]

Hi im 18 year old guy

was at the pool about 3 weeks ago and was attacked sexualy and physicaly.

It was late got out of pool no one was there go to the locker room and this tall guy comes up as i get my pants on. i see him and dont do anything. feel pain in my head and back as i fall to the floor. i blacked out. get up and feel hot pain b/c he had me in the shower naked used my pants to tie me to the poll and has the realy hot water on my chest. he comes in and kickes me in the ribs. picks me up moves me over and pushes his penis in my throught. he pisses in and cums in me. then he pushes in ass does that for a few hrs as i pass in and out from pain. leave me there i see blood on floor from my ass. comes over and pisses and cums in my ass many times kicks me and beats me more. puts somthing in my but and eave me face down in blood piss cum and dirt

i cant tell ne one and i cut all the time from it and want to die . im so scared and freaked out

i need help HELP!?

[Axellance]

well if this is true, you really need to talk to a counsler or something because that is a verry tramatic experiance and they can help you through it!
(i think this might better fit under abuse)

[Kaleidoscope Eyes]

Go to the police. Immediately. It's been three weeks, so most physical evidence (like semen) is probably gone, but there may be some bruising left to prove you're telling the truth. Regardless of physical evidence, the police will help you to remember all you can about what the guy looked like, what time it was (maybe someone saw the guy leave), and other details that could help them catch this guy before he has the chance to hurt someone else.

Also, like Lance said, you should seriously consider talking to a counselor or therapist. They'll help you so you don't feel the need to cut anymore, and so you won't feel so scared.

--Moved to Abuse--

[iJack]

OMG, dude, that sucks, right down all you can remember and go to the police ASAP. if they cant do anything b/c of not enough evidence go to a councilor.

[Antares]

Yes do that. You need to go to the police. They may have a chance of finding this guy and arresting him. You cant feel sad you need to turn this guy in. The sooner the better chance of finding him. If you write down every single detail you remember now you wont forget anything. Also, take a trip to your local police department and show them any traces of bruises that you may still have. Also, most likely they will set you up with a therapist to deal with this event! Good luck!

[theOperaGhost]

That's terrible, it was hard to even read. You need to go to the police asap, The sooner you go the sooner they will be able to find the guy. Maybe your clothes still have some usable evidence. Good luck with whatever you choose to do. I hope you start feeling better.

[Oblivion]

Definitely call the police, and go see a counselor, or even talk to a parent or friend about it... That would be so horrible and traumatic... But even if you don't want to talk about it, call the police, if not for yourself for other people so they don't get hurt like you!

[Camazotz]

Go the police, file a report. Them get help from a counselor. That sounds terrible, I cant believe someone would do that to you. Do you normally type like that? Or is that an affect from the beating? Its been 10 days and he hasnt come on, so Im guessing he got help.

[myskias]

hey dude this might make you want to inroll in some sort of like martial arts or something. it might sound stupid but i have been doing it for a couple months and i can seriously beat my dad up pretty bad and im 15. but he does sometimes go easy on me but seriously it will make you be able to stick up for yourself in this kinda situation and also it gives good self discipline and its a good work out

[Eagle1]

Go the police, file a report. Them get help from a counselor. That sounds terrible, I cant believe someone would do that to you. Do you normally type like that? Or is that an affect from the beating? Its been 10 days and he hasnt come on, so Im guessing he got help.

agreed

[myskias]

umm i dont think this is really real (im not sure just saying) because he only posted this one post and has never signed on there on after. so im questioning this.

[Tyleisme]

Honestly. From what I've heard. Most rapist are repeat offenders. It would be best if you filed a report. not only for you, but for anyone else this guy may have hurt, and for the ones he may hurt in the future. And it may also be a great idea for you to talk a counselor. Cutting isn't a heathy release for this and the police can help you find one when you file a report, usually. It's horrible that this has happened to you. It is in no way your fault. Nothing for you to feel embarassed or ashamed about. You can't keep this bottled up inside you. You can't control the actions of other people and you need to remember that.

[Nihilus]

Call the cops that is like rape:eek: