Paladino
February 19th, 2015, 04:30 AM
My story; We have a drunken arguement after weeks of turbulence because she doesn't know what she wants, she splits up with me, doesn't speak to me for a month, brief conversations here & there, no contact again for another month or so, after nearly 3 months from the initial break up we are talking regularly again, she says she loves me and wants to be with but doesn't think it will work & her mind seems pretty made up but I haven't gave up hope!
Now the reason I think she doesn't think it will work is because when we split up, she got a rebound, had sex with him multiple times, where as I had sex with another girl ONCE & only done this because I was certain we weren't getting back together because of the manner of the break up & she says she done it because of me doing it which indicates she only done it after she found out I was with another girl, not sure if that part is true or not! However she is since done with her rebound boyfriend as far as I am aware and I do know for certain she still loves me.
She thinks I won't be able to let go of it, which to be honest I have struggled to do so and feel a lot of anger towards her when I think of it. Now my question is, HOW DO YOU LET GO OF SOMETHING LIKE THAT?!?!
I know we weren't together when she slept with someone else and I know that because she still loves me it meant nothing(which helps me slightly) but I still feel betrayed and that feeling of I can't believe she would do something like that.
Now the reason I think she doesn't think it will work is because when we split up, she got a rebound, had sex with him multiple times, where as I had sex with another girl ONCE & only done this because I was certain we weren't getting back together because of the manner of the break up & she says she done it because of me doing it which indicates she only done it after she found out I was with another girl, not sure if that part is true or not! However she is since done with her rebound boyfriend as far as I am aware and I do know for certain she still loves me.
She thinks I won't be able to let go of it, which to be honest I have struggled to do so and feel a lot of anger towards her when I think of it. Now my question is, HOW DO YOU LET GO OF SOMETHING LIKE THAT?!?!
I know we weren't together when she slept with someone else and I know that because she still loves me it meant nothing(which helps me slightly) but I still feel betrayed and that feeling of I can't believe she would do something like that.