Lottie
February 18th, 2015, 03:13 PM
Dunno if anyone here would have any idea bout this kinda thing but here goes.
I saw my mum today, for the first time in about 4 weeks. Im pleased I saw her coz I miss her like crazy but it just wasnt the same as before.
When I lived at home we were quite close and I could tell he anything but today I didnt know what to say and it was really awkward. I duno if thats coz there was a social worker there too or if its just coz we dont get to talk enough now. She gets really caught up in her own life and so we basically never talk. I phoned her a few of times at first but she doesnt really answer or like talking on the phone. Id like to see her more but its hard enough to get my social worker to organise meeting as it is. He says that its because he has trouble getting things sorted but Im not sure.
I just dunno what to think. i'm not even sure if she liked seeing me it was so weird and before meeting i was hoping that I could go home but I dont think thats ever gonns happen. i wish i was old enough to do what i want.
I saw my mum today, for the first time in about 4 weeks. Im pleased I saw her coz I miss her like crazy but it just wasnt the same as before.
When I lived at home we were quite close and I could tell he anything but today I didnt know what to say and it was really awkward. I duno if thats coz there was a social worker there too or if its just coz we dont get to talk enough now. She gets really caught up in her own life and so we basically never talk. I phoned her a few of times at first but she doesnt really answer or like talking on the phone. Id like to see her more but its hard enough to get my social worker to organise meeting as it is. He says that its because he has trouble getting things sorted but Im not sure.
I just dunno what to think. i'm not even sure if she liked seeing me it was so weird and before meeting i was hoping that I could go home but I dont think thats ever gonns happen. i wish i was old enough to do what i want.