Karkat
February 18th, 2015, 04:26 AM
A week ago, I suffered my first legitimate heartbreak
Charlie does not love me
He never will
I feel lost. Empty. I don't want to spend my life with anyone else- I've never felt this way about anyone before
But it's never happening, and I'm just fucking ruining his life by existing
In my heartbroken daze, I schemed up the idea for Toby to knock me up, and Charlie just about lost it at me
Haven't heard from him since
I just... Hate myself right now. So much.
I should never have kids. I should never get married.
It's frustrating not wanting to die, but not really having anything to live for
Charlie does not love me
He never will
I feel lost. Empty. I don't want to spend my life with anyone else- I've never felt this way about anyone before
But it's never happening, and I'm just fucking ruining his life by existing
In my heartbroken daze, I schemed up the idea for Toby to knock me up, and Charlie just about lost it at me
Haven't heard from him since
I just... Hate myself right now. So much.
I should never have kids. I should never get married.
It's frustrating not wanting to die, but not really having anything to live for