Help? :x Self harm

[amybah]

Hi, I'm Amy and i'm 15 and start cut myself 1 year ago.
My ex-boyfriend makes fun of me because i ve this addiction. At the moment, my life is an hell cause of him. I feel really alone and i dont know what to do :(

Only self harm can relieves my pain.


Help me please. If you have the same problem, you can talk to me too. I will try to help u.

Btw, im not english, sry for the mistakes

[amgb]

Hey Amy, I'm sorry to hear about your situation. Your ex boyfriend should not be making fun of you. I have that 'addiction' too and so do a lot of other people so you are not alone, even though you may feel alone all the time. I get what you mean by it relieving your pain, because it does relieve pain and although we all know it's an awful thing we still feel like we need it and we need it to take away the pain but it's just an endless cycle. Do any of your family members or friends know about your situation? I think you should talk to someone you trust first because once you get that extra support it feels like a tiny bit of the weight is lifted off your shoulders. And maybe in the long run you can even try talking to your ex boyfriend and telling him firmly that he needs to stop making fun of you. I know it's going to be hard to open up to people, but that is always the best thing that you can ever do. Once you do it, there is so much of a better chance that you'll be able to be helped in feeling okay again. I hope you're feeling okay today though...if you ever need to talk you can always feel free to talk to me. Although we're strangers I can understand you a bit and I want to give you the support that you need and deserve~

[amybah]

Thank you very much! Your answer really make me happy and it's nice to talk with someome that who really understands about the subject. Well, no, the only person who knows about my problem is my ex. Well, some other friends know, because they saw my scars. But they are not close friends and the most part thing that i left this dependencie and it was just a "fase", you know...
No, my parents dont know and i dont wanna tell them. Firstly because im afraid of their reaction and secondly they have bigger problems and i dont wanna give them more. My mum has cancer and i think that tell her will be worste.


Again, thanks for the answer :) If you need someone to talk, im here for you and i wont judge (of course) because i know what ur going trought.

[amgb]

That's okay~ And cancer is an awful medical condition to have. It must be tough for you and especially your Mum..but I know you are both strong and both good people. I hope your Mum is dealing okay..

I know it's scary opening up because you're scared of others reactions. I'm scared of that too and I know it's really confronting and difficult to talk about these kinds of things. If you're not ready to tell anybody don't force yourself. I think you just need time and space like I do sometimes. I'm happy to help, and thank you for offering to help me that's really good of you. I appreciate that:)

[amybah]

Yeah, she is really strong and i'm proud of my mum :) thanks for your words, they are really shooting!


Maybe i will talk with my best friend. She wont judge me

You are a really good person! Stay strong!!

[amgb]

I think talking with your best friend is a really good idea knowing that she won't judge you, so start with that. And thanks, you stay strong too okay?:) Feel free to post a message on my profile if you ever need to talk about anything~

[amybah]

I will :) Thanks!

[Leprous]

Hi, I'm Amy and i'm 15 and start cut myself 1 year ago.
My ex-boyfriend makes fun of me because i ve this addiction. At the moment, my life is an hell cause of him. I feel really alone and i dont know what to do :(

Only self harm can relieves my pain.


Help me please. If you have the same problem, you can talk to me too. I will try to help u.

Btw, im not english, sry for the mistakes

Your ex should never make fun of you for cutting. I think it's best to ignore him and try to leave him be. I have had the same problem aswell. 2 abusive exes, been depressed for a year, but didn't cut in quite some time.

The lonelyness is a horrible feeling I know all too well. Self harm is something you should try to stop, yes it's very hard but I'm sure you can do it.

Self harm is something not allot of people have experience with, and those who don't don't understand the pain we go trough.

All I can say is that you'll have to stay strong because everything will be okay, if you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to send me a visitor message.

[amybah]

Hi! Thanks for your words.


Yeah, you are right... Lonelyness is an horrible feeling. Ive tried to stop a lot of times, but in the end i allways fail :(


Im new here, and idk how to message you (sorry). When i try to send a message appears a warning o:


Again, thanks for your help :)

[amgb]

amybah You need 100 posts to be able to private message, but right now you can post visitor messages so all you have to do is click on a username and then click on view public profile, then on their page write a message and send it:)

[amybah]

I'm soo noob :p
Thanks!! :)

[Leprous]

Hi! Thanks for your words.


Yeah, you are right... Lonelyness is an horrible feeling. Ive tried to stop a lot of times, but in the end i allways fail :(


Im new here, and idk how to message you (sorry). When i try to send a message appears a warning o:


Again, thanks for your help :)
What RedSalt said :p (thanks gurl xD) Anyways, you can always send me a visitor message aswell, I don't bite. :)

[amybah]

Ahahahah ! Thanks! I will :)