I'm afraid of what I might do

[Babs]

I'm not doing well at all. I've been getting worse. I don't know how to explain it.
I'm afraid I'm goingg to hurt myself. I really want to kill myself and I'm not so much scared of that as I am of doing something stupid and failing.
I just wish I was never born.
I don't know what to do.

[Horatio Nelson]

I'm sorry Berea. I don't know what words to say, other than I don't want you to hurt yourself. I know it sounds like empty bullshit, but I sincerely care about you, and the rest of the members on VT.

[amgb]

Hi Berea~ Although we don't know each other, I know that you've been through a lot of things. I know everything is overwhelming and confusing and scary. Wanting help is a really, really good thing. I hope you have the support of your family and friends around you and I hope you have people who you can talk to. I've heard this so often and I don't think you really want to hear it: but things will and do get better. I know you probably don't believe that, it's something quite hard to believe when you're stuck and lost and trapped. I don't want you to hurt yourself either and I know you have strong urges. I believe you're a strong person. I can relate to how you feel because I often feel like that as well, you are not alone. You probably feel alone and that nothing will ever work out, but I believe in you and I believe that you will be okay. I want to help you get through this. Life feels meaningless, however you have the hope to find that meaning and the strength to keep going, I believe that~

[Magenta]

Berea, you know suicide is not the answer. And if you're afraid of what you might do to yourself, the smartest thing to do is either go to the nearest emergency room or call 911 and tell someone this. There are a lot of resources out there to help you get through this and talking to someone who is equipped to handle a crisis like this is your best bet.

We want to see that you're okay :hug:

[Croconaw]

I'm sorry to hear you're going through this. I wish I knew you so I could help. :( I really hope things get better for you. With bad things comes good things. Your world will start looking up eventually.