In tears because of the passing of a youtuber

[Omniscient]

Today I found out that a youtuber (kitty0706) that I've watched for years had passed away on Sunday. The videos he made are such a big part of how I've gotten through things in the past. I would go and watch any of his videos and I'd feel so much better. I can only describe how I feel as completely crushed. Especially after seeing his girlfriend deal with it on twitter. I know that it sounds so silly to be this broken up over a youtuber, but he did mean a lot to me even though I didn't know him personally.
And I just wrote this because I didn't know where else I could go to just let my feelings out like this.
I don't even know how to end this to be honest. I'll just stop before this gets way too long...

[jordanhardy]

That's really sad news. It's okay to feel sad over the death of someone who meant something to you. Our thoughts are with his friends and family.

[Zachary G]

I am sorry about the passing of your friend. Prayers to his family and friends.

[Magenta]

There is nothing wrong with feeling upset over someone's death, even if it was someone on Youtube. You felt a connection with them in some way and it's always sad to lose someone you look up to. I'm really sorry to hear about this.

[Karkat]

Agree with Jo.

Honestly, I think I cried when Robin Williams committed suicide, and like hell did I know him.

I honestly think apathy is more frightening and dark. It's completely natural to feel sad over tragedy.

[Meh Guy]

I'm sorry for your loss. You shouldn't feel bad that you feel this way over someone who has clearly had a big impact on your life. Wether or not you know them irl doesn't matter. Like animals, you may never interact with them on a personal level, however they have the power to change your mood. I hope you find something to help you through and know that I'm here if you want to talk.

[SethfromMI]

totally ok. even though you never met her personally, she was still a part of your life. totally ok to feel sad. I am sorry for your loss

[Omniscient]

Thanks everyone for the support. I've been talking with other people who've been impacted by this and it's helping me cope with this a lot.