NovaBella
January 21st, 2015, 05:43 PM
So much stress from my mom lately the other day I got an email from her about my dad which seems to be her favorite subject about how terrible he is... How he cheated on her wastes his money and the story keeps going. Well she sent this terrible message about him which just went to prove what he and everyone else had told me about him was true I was so angry I cut my arm up pretty bad. I don't cut often but sometimes I get so angry and stressed and i don't know why but it helps and then I have to tell my boyfriend even though I feel absolutely awful about it all and he tries to help so much and he tells me we need to find a new way for me to get rid of my stress but sometimes It just gets so bad then i cut then I have to keep something long sleeved on all the time and I stress even more about somebody seeing and stuff and it just omg it kills me. I hate myself.:mad::confused::(:headache::guillotine::furious: