having a bad moment..

[Lottie]

Just felt the need to vent a bit. I'm having a bad evening atm coz I really really miss my mum. It's been a bit over 3 weeks since I saw her and my social worker doesn't know when I'll get to see her again.

It just sucks so much and I have nobody to talk to about how I feel coz they don't understand. I really just wanna move back with her but the more time goes by the less likely I think it is that will happen.

I knows shes not perfect but we were fine together and I feel like its all my fault that we dont get to see eachother more. I should have been better for her. :(

[Thunderstorm]

If you don't mind me asking, why are you and your mom separated?

Nothing is your fault. Things happen that are out of our control. Don't worry, I'm sure your mom and you will be together eventually. If you need to talk, I'm here.

[Magenta]

Try to hang on and see how things go. I don't know what to say to you specifically because I don't know what exactly happened or what your situation is like but try just to make the most of what you can right now.

You can't control the world around you, only yourself. You are you and don't ever think you weren't good enough for somebody. Obviously something happened but it's not your fault. Circumstances changed and the best you can do is cope with what your given for now until you get some better answers.

[Lottie]

Thanks for your responses guys.

People thought that my mum couldn't take care of me coz she drinks a lot, but she can, they don't understand.

Its my fault coz I got arrested for possession of weed and that started up a whole load of crap that meant they assessed her and stuff. I shouldn't hve dunnit