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helpme12
January 7th, 2015, 01:07 AM
So i feel invisible even my parents don't seem to notice me because they are always too busy with my sister, my mom uses the phrase they come before you i need to show them my time.... when she never even shows me her time in the first place... i feel like i don't belong... i use to cut and get my anger out that way but then i found the nerve to stop and take it out on other things.... but ..... tonight this guy I'm talking too told me he didn't have time to deal with me or my bull crap and said that he would just deal with it next week when he gets home from his vacation... thing about it is i called him crying and left a voicemail because i just needed someone to talk too.... when he said that too me i just broke down even more and started to think about how good it felt when i would cut because then i would be able to control that... i just need someone there for me... or i need to just get better on my own... no one can know about this... one person does though and he is my best guy friend and i love him but i can't always go to him because he has a girlfriend and he lives over 5000 miles away from me and i feel like I'm just a bother to him....
the main man
January 12th, 2015, 10:54 PM
Don't feel bad about your self, this is just a hard phase in life u will make it through. when i was in middle school i hated my life; i felt like i didn't have any friends, thought i was fat, ect…. but now i feel totally different about myself and I've made it through that and now i feel like nothing can stop me. don't hurt yourself and don't kill yourself! i do believe in god but just for a minute think what it would be like if there was no afterlife and you wasted the one and only chance you would ever have towards life on something you can and will grow past. you are better than that, i believe in you. think of your life as a bow you are just pulling it back right now but soon you will fly forward and accomplish what you were meant for. Please don't break the string. if u want to talk some more just contact me:)
amybah
February 1st, 2015, 06:47 AM
Hi, I'm very sorry for you.
Dont feel bad to talk about your problems with your best friend. He is your FRIEND and friends support each other :) they are here for us and us for them
You are not invisible, so dont feel bad about yourself
You might think that you are alone and no one cares, but thats not true.
Im a self harmer and i understand you. I feel alone too and the guys in school make fun of me (specially my ex boyfriend).
We re crossing a really dark phase, but everything have a solution
Feel free to text me if you want
You deserve affection and help!
Stay strong!! :)
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