I Miss School.

[TheN3rdyOutcast]

I've always been excited for school breaks, simply because they're a time to relax and wind down, but deep inside I dread the transformation.

On the longer breaks I have, somewhere around the middle, I lose all will to do anything worth my time. I become a zombie, wandering around searching to be entertained. Now, at this point you may be thinking "I get that way too", but the difference lies in that most of you have social lives, while I do not.

I have no amazing talents or hobbies to work with, I have no friends outside of school, I have no boyfriend. So usually, I spend my time perusing the internet for SOMETHING to do.

The reason for thins, is because of the tinges of ADHD that I have. If I have no way to bide my time, I get painfully bored, lethargic, depressed, and in rare cases even suicidal. School is the only thing I really have to live for.

tl;dr: I have no life, and when I lay idle for too long, I turn into a mindless zombie, which means I LITERALLY have no life.

[SethfromMI]

well even though I do not really want to go back, I can certainly understand why you are excited to be going back

[twirlgurl]

Yea, in your case I can totally understand why you need some activity. Me on the otherhand would be more then happy to remain on break for another week, or two, or three. I dont hate school, i just hate schoolWORK. :) When do you go back? i go back tomorrow. :/ And i dont even have an outfit picked out yet!! If I stall it, does it make break seem longer?? lol

[Melodic]

I understand that completely. Even though I'm homeschooled now, I always loved going back to school more than being out of school. I always tended to get bored without school work and stuff.

[HUSTLEMAN]

Try to find a seasonal Job or activity that sites your interests.

[Bull]

Two days back and its all good.

[Magenta]

Lol, I've been out of school for almost a year now. Hopefully going back in September because dear god, I'm bored.