What's going on?

[LZFNOX]

Before starting doing it, I have to say that English is not my first language.

So, I'm 17 and sice last most I started questioning my sexuality, I'm going tell some things about me.

I've always been shy and because of that I was called gay when I was a child, but I've never listened to that, It was like I knew that it wasn't true. Actually I've acted this way up until last month, something inside me always said me I was straight. I've had around 3 crushes on girls and never even considered having anything with a boy, not even for curiosity. I mean, the simply idea of kissing another man had never gone through my mind. Well, around 30 days ago, a guy posted on facebook a photo of him just wearing his underwear and, this was the beggining of everything, I got an erection. I started considering the ideia of being bisexual, but I was really in panic mode. I decided then to watch gay porn and, again, got another erection. I have OCD and I started thinking about it 24 hours a day, imagining me with other guys to see if I could react in some way.

I started loking to my past looking for proofs and I remembered that back when I was 14 I had erections if I saw another boys naked (which I did, because I didn't have many friends or my father to talk about it, I would look at them to know if I were normal). At that time I was just curious, I remember that I didn't know anything about penis size, how it's supposed to look like and etc. Here in my country it's not common for we too see one another naked, I've never thought of touching those guys or anything else. Would it be the ideia of a boner which made me horny? I'm going crazy.

There's also the fact that I don't like lesbian porn that much, I've always watched "normal" straight porn.

I can't see myselft dating a guy or falling for one, but what if my mind knows me better? I'm scared and depressed again. Maybe I have HOCD, but I'm not sure.

If any straight guys answer my question, could you say if you have ever got a boner when you saw another guy naked or even gay porn? I'm so scared that, even being sure that I like wemen, I'm afraid I may be gay.

I almost forgot, is it normal for a straight guy not to like lesbian porn?

[Thunderstorm]

Porn is a poor indication of what you are attracted to. It's all fabricated so don't think that just because you can or can't jack off to a certain type of porn that you are gay/bisexual/straight.

However, if you are having trouble getting aroused by the ideas of girls and relationships with girls, and you can easily get aroused by the idea of having a relationship with a boy, your sexuality may be something to think about. If it's only sexual relations with a guy, and no emotional attraction, it could just be a phase. You could be bisexual if you want a little of both. The only way to know for sure is to go out there and see for yourself. Do you get aroused when with another guy, even if you aren't naked? Do you get aroused when being with a girl? Do you feel emotions with a guy or girl? Remember, arousal is just part of the problem, connection is the other. Would you want to commit to a guy or girl? These are the things you should be wondering.