Are we friends?

[Celtics]

So we never talk anymore, we used to everyday now its like once a week if I'm lucky. So about every month I just go off at him and say we aren't even friends anymore, blah blah blah the usual shit. Then he says he doesn't have time and that we should hang out soon, after I try for weeks or months. But then when I do this, we can do whatever whenever. I understand that people are busy, but it just seems like he doesn't walk to talk to me anymore, he is the only person that knows all my secrets. I don't even know if I can trust him, so much stuff is happening in my life right now, I honestly don't want to wake up tomorrow. I need real friends, but can't find any. I fucking hate this place, drop out and move somewhere else and figure something out, I can't take this anymore.

Another friend, which we were getting closer but now we are done pretty much. He started something and I ended it. Now I didn't handle the situation perfectly, but he knew that would piss me off. He acted like it was my fault, and just left. Like literally walked out of my house, when it was his fault.

[TroyH]

Drifting apart from friends definitely sucks but it happens. Maybe you first friend could respond over time if you keep putting effort in, but I understand it gets frustrating and not worth it at a certain point. I have plenty of friends I used to be closer with but you go through them and you eventually find the right ones. Don't despair, there are plenty of people out there who I'm sure would be more than willing to befriend you. Sometimes, you just need to give things time and keep on keeping on really.